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How are you, in 1 word? v. 2011.2
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Me toohungover and not looking forward to the day, or week, ahead....
Feeling like shit although somehow still oddly optimistic about the week ahead.
silvercrimson
Bluelighter
inbetween
ocean
Bluelight Crew
Better.
Had a rough morning.....
OEasy talked me down and I actually had a good day after that
Thanks OverDone.
Had a rough morning.....
OEasy talked me down and I actually had a good day after that
Thanks OverDone.
Thing gets more action than i ever had in my whole life (haha! I originally typed 'hole' 
ocean
Bluelight Crew
^Hope for reports of no injury
OD :D hahahaha
OD :D hahahaha
Lol you said hole
No injuries please!! Have fun
Me: exhausted
My brain is fried from concentrating and being so darn busy all day
panic in paradise
Bluelighter
very~good
FTM
my dad hauled my water up-stairs for me, i hadnt told him i was still organizing/rearranging/cleaning etc. i wanted to see what, if any comment he had to make - he was stunned, set the water down and turned around in a full circle with with a silly delighted look on his face;-)laughing out loud - it wasnt nasty or unsanitary, im just debilitated 22+ hours a day and and can only be bothered with so much ~
i havent seen it like this...in 3 years now, and this is a bad-ass house! it just is waaay out there-hehe-and so utterly un practical for-myself
so, BL meet-up coordinates/destination have been made arranged and blessed by them all(good and bad)-twice!(room out side for around 50 tents)
):-X
FTM
my dad hauled my water up-stairs for me, i hadnt told him i was still organizing/rearranging/cleaning etc. i wanted to see what, if any comment he had to make - he was stunned, set the water down and turned around in a full circle with with a silly delighted look on his face;-)laughing out loud - it wasnt nasty or unsanitary, im just debilitated 22+ hours a day and and can only be bothered with so much ~
i havent seen it like this...in 3 years now, and this is a bad-ass house! it just is waaay out there-hehe-and so utterly un practical for-myself
so, BL meet-up coordinates/destination have been made arranged and blessed by them all(good and bad)-twice!(room out side for around 50 tents)
):-X
HeWhoHowls
Bluelighter
hmph...
panic in paradise
Bluelighter
^
you need to settle down mister!
;-)
you need to settle down mister!
;-)
ocean
Bluelight Crew
Way to go Pip!!!!
I'm so happy you were able to get the house as you want!
Let me know if you do a meet up at your place 'cause I wanna come say hi to whoever folks come our way!
(Oh, and can a friend and I come pick apples one day soon, when they are ready?)
My word: Refreshed.
I'm so happy you were able to get the house as you want!
Let me know if you do a meet up at your place 'cause I wanna come say hi to whoever folks come our way!
(Oh, and can a friend and I come pick apples one day soon, when they are ready?)
My word: Refreshed.
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Renz Envy
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Disheartened
Days go by and I slowly have to deal with the unfortunate realization that the world is not going to change to cater to my lifestyle. The people I call my friends will never have the willpower and dedication to strive to reach a so-called higher level in their lives and as a result: I hardly can consider anyone my friend anymore. Yet I work 3 jobs and go to school. The people who discover my 'drug-use' treat me like I am garbage. Nothing. Yet the very same people are the quickest to change their opinions of me after experimenting ever-so-lightly on the same road.
Perhaps I am being over-analytical, but criticism of another person's way of life is the highest form of arrogance and insecurity.
Thanks for reading my thoughts of the week
Days go by and I slowly have to deal with the unfortunate realization that the world is not going to change to cater to my lifestyle. The people I call my friends will never have the willpower and dedication to strive to reach a so-called higher level in their lives and as a result: I hardly can consider anyone my friend anymore. Yet I work 3 jobs and go to school. The people who discover my 'drug-use' treat me like I am garbage. Nothing. Yet the very same people are the quickest to change their opinions of me after experimenting ever-so-lightly on the same road.
Perhaps I am being over-analytical, but criticism of another person's way of life is the highest form of arrogance and insecurity.
Thanks for reading my thoughts of the week
hustlababy09
Bluelighter
anxious
I have a lot going on right now. 8(
I have a lot going on right now. 8(
panic in paradise
Bluelighter
wtf?!?
ocean
... right - nevermind
:-/
of course come pick some apples!
the plums and larger apples failed this year, the small sweet-tart apples i like are doing very well though, there are pears too, i havent tried them though and they are half the size as normal...
there are lots of walnuts/chestnuts and blackberries of course, i also found a spot with five or six old hazel-nut trees, walking around and under them, every step crunches with hazel-nuts.! ill go check those out and gather some if possible before hand though.
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i was looking forward to harvesting what normally would be there, to take around and donate to a couple of local churches - i expected plenty enough to do so...the grapes are growing this year, they i guess need another 35-50 days - but, look perfect so far - i feed them as needed over the winter with lots of Phosphorous to give them a boost this year, knowing they skip a year.
there are tons of rose-hips, and tose are starting to peak - im not sure exactly how to pick and for care for those to dry, and couldnt really consume them anyway in tea or what ever, but if you all want, i would start with them...they look like they are about to burst!
haha
ocean
... right - nevermind
:-/
of course come pick some apples!
the plums and larger apples failed this year, the small sweet-tart apples i like are doing very well though, there are pears too, i havent tried them though and they are half the size as normal...
there are lots of walnuts/chestnuts and blackberries of course, i also found a spot with five or six old hazel-nut trees, walking around and under them, every step crunches with hazel-nuts.! ill go check those out and gather some if possible before hand though.
---
i was looking forward to harvesting what normally would be there, to take around and donate to a couple of local churches - i expected plenty enough to do so...the grapes are growing this year, they i guess need another 35-50 days - but, look perfect so far - i feed them as needed over the winter with lots of Phosphorous to give them a boost this year, knowing they skip a year.
there are tons of rose-hips, and tose are starting to peak - im not sure exactly how to pick and for care for those to dry, and couldnt really consume them anyway in tea or what ever, but if you all want, i would start with them...they look like they are about to burst!
haha
panic in paradise
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