I gotta say I think just the fact that I have a job now has helped to extents I can't even explain emotionally.
I've been so much more positive just having somewhere to go and something to do, and a purpose with my time.
As far as one word though I'd have to say "broke". First pay check always takes a while and I've literally been living on my piggy bank these last few days lol. Got a pack of cigs yesterday with $8 in quarters. How embarassing, but won't be like this much longer.
I'm in the middle of undertaking a few big changes in my life. My current life path hasn't left me satisfied, I think it's time for a change. Hopefully, this will mean less of a dependence on drugs and mind-altering substances to give meaning to my life.
I've avoided mosquitoes for the last few weeks, but 15 minutes in the garden yesterday (to harvest a garbage bag full of tasty kale) was enough to get devoured.
Don't wanna go back to England tomorrow, am having a great time away from home up here with friends in scotland, just don't wanna go back to normal life and society.