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How are you, in 1 word? v. 2011.2

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I'm on a keyboard now instead of a phone.... YAY.
I've just downed a few things..<Triggering>
I'm seeing a physiologist soon about this anger issue that I've had for the last 30 years which I've drowned in alcohol.
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Worried

My cat, the only thing in this world that I genuinely love, has something wrong with his eye. I don't have money for a vet and goddamnit....I can't find what the fuck it is online, how to treat it, nothing. BULLSHIT.
 
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Worried

My cat, the only thing in this world that I genuinely love, has something wrong with his eye. I don't have money for a vet and goddamnit....I can't find what the fuck it is online, how to treat it, nothing. BULLSHIT.
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I don't know how how things work where you live but a family member brought his dog to the vet and was able to make arrangements to pay later. If you find somebody who really cares a lot about animals you never know. Hope your cat is okay.
 
^^He's got a watery eye and is acting strange, I was tripping when I noticed and it seemed serious at the time but now I think I'm just gonna watch it for awhile...see if it gets worse...if it does....I'll have to take him to the vet...he's only 6yrs old.
 
Gloomy, like the weather.

Had a good day today albeit a bit rocky in patches due to my own temper, but I just can't shake this feeling... Here's to a night of comfort food, a book by Jane Goodall (Harvest For Hope), and possibly a movie (Imaginary Heroes or The Safety of Objects as I've been wanting to re-watch both).
 
drowsy.

i woke up at 3pm today. but i'm still so tired. i'm falling asleep as i type this...it's 8:30pm now. time to go smoke a cig, then head on down to sleepy town! :]
 
Ecstatic. If that can even describe this; doubtful.

My lecturer told me today, unofficially, that I got a Distinction for one of my law subjects for my overall grade. The exam was worth 45% and I truly truly thought I didn't do that well on it. GUESS I WAS WRONG lol. It makes it sweeter, that 45% of students in that subject failed the exam. (These students cheated in online weekly quizzes). It's a good feeling knowing that all that sacrificing of sanity, a social life, a love life, and the rest actually pays off. :D Im so proud of myself right now.
 
explosive

like a firework, only more destructive
I'm sick of everyone thinkign they know why I'm nto happy and pokign and proding when the answer is something i dont discuss w/ anyone, and I'm sick of holding smoething inside that makes me feel like I'm not worth even living and I can't even fix it. I'm fuckign sick of it. If only they knew the anger.
 
^^ Do you think it would help to open up to someone and tell them why you're really not happy?? Rather than having them assume the reasons? I'm not saying you SHOULD do that, but it might help to tell at least someone what's really going on with you.


hayzz that is brilliant hun!!! Congrats! <3


Me: confused
I hate this feeling :(
 
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