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hos many of you guys never act or look gone but you are completely out of it

Not me

When I'm high on valium or on a cocktail of shit like pot, opes, etc. my eyelids get mad droopy and I can't do fuckall about it.

Complete giveaway honestly, but I only enter that state when I'm safe at home or a friend's place.

I can fake being sober if all I've done is smoked a spliff, but even that can take some effort ha. Its easier just to get high when those who judge ain't around...
 
It depends on the drug and the quantity I've used. I can convincingly feign being sober on alcohol up until about shot number 10 or 12. Moderate recreational amounts of most opiates and opioids make me feel nauseated and weary but sans any exterior indications of being high (excepting miosis); 30-40mg oxycodone makes me queasy, euphoric, and giddy, but I'd seem to be in fine fettle to any onlookers.

I can retain some presence of mind on relatively high doses of most GABAergics (e.g., barbiturates, benzos), but there are some of these drugs that make this more difficult. CNS stimulants (amphetamine, methamphetamine, methylone, cocaine, 4-MAR, etc.) are some of the easiest species of drugs to comport myself unsuspiciously under. If I overdo it, some eyebrows may raise because of my hyperactivity, verbosity, and overall mania. But these signs are nonspecific, and can easily be ascribed to one's personality or chalked up to mere excitement.

In fact, I find a believable affectation of normalcy and self-possession is typically doable for most drugs. The only class of psychoactive drugs for which this is not the case, IME, is hallucinogens. With, say, PCP or shrooms or acid or ketamine, it appears I've only ever taken enough when I think I've taken too much. And when I think I've taken too much, there is no chance I could walk into a crowd and not seem completely out of kilter.
 
Parabolan said:
As a matter of fact ppl think im high ONLY when im sober!!
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Ive been accused of this by parents and stuff, or getting some "(imaginary) drugs delivered to our house by the school kids down the road and eating them all before I can get back inside to get fucked up fordays!" Mostly just my dad, that one, he gets delerious on his testosterone it seems when he starts to run out of methadone ~2.5 weeks in everytime. Then it's like pissy, man PMS, or when he first gets rx and takes a ton and is opie rage + man PMS.

I can look sober and fine in most all cases with most all drugs, but I prefer an enviornment where I can be more relaxed and allow myself to look high or fucked up.
 
naw im in morgantown, their like 200 miles away... thankfully everyone I get my shit from is from detroit or philly... but you know how the ol mountain saying goes... thank god for mississippi!!! lmao I swear thats our fuckin state motto
 
vyvanazepam said:
For some reason, no one can tell I'm messed up but i'm insanely throwed.
How many of you have the same blessing?
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I could spot ya. A lot of people probably can. And in my experience, people that believe that they can be high in social situations an no one ever being the wiser are just deluded; no ones ever called you on your shit is most likely all it is.
 
mostly-human said:
I could spot ya. A lot of people probably can. And in my experience, people that believe that they can be high in social situations an no one ever being the wiser are just deluded; no ones ever called you on your shit is most likely all it is.
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yes sir... the older you get the more you realize how not slick you were when you were younger
 
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