hello, I'm hoping to get some input/help with problems I have and also hope I can help anyone who is dealing with things I've already been through!!!! I've been using opioids for over ten years. Fentanyl 24/7 for nearly the past seven years. I'm done with it. It's time to quit but without insurance and many other problems with my situation I don't know how to do it. I'm scared, confused and am ready to do what it takes but need some help. I plan to move cross country and go cold turkey. I'm married and basically my husband is my dealer. I want to quit more than anything else. Has anyone ever left their marriage to get/stay clean. If I leave is there a chance I won't ever be able to return? Once clean is it best to end a marriage when the other spouse is still using? I would so appreciate hearing from anyone who had to make a choice like this!!!
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