Dreamful~Nypmh
Greenlighter
He's not here in mind or body
She's not there in friendship
They aren't here to support
Lonliness cuts deeper then I ever did
I sit alone now thinking of those words
Could I really be that bad?
I want to hate you all and yet I can't
I dreamed you were here with me
Even in my dreams now I'm getting hurt
You never hurt me with words or actions... how is that?
You won't get close enough to find out and that's what hurts the most
My dream left me hopeless for reality
Even in an unconscious state I'm let down
The day starts off bright and sunny
Reality and dreams settle in my mind and the clouds roll over
Even the sun takes it's warm friendly rays away from me
What ever is left of me I ask someone to bury for me
I refuse to put myself away
You all "love" me and yet you don't know me
If this was a perfect world I'd be laughing and looking into those eyes right now
If this was a perfect world you wouldn't be so scared
Fear is nothing more then an excuse at this point
Your excuses are slowly killing me
So I shall chose you to be the one
Don't you dare cry for me
You didn't have a heart for me while I was breathing
Don't you dare feel anything when I'm gone!
She's not there in friendship
They aren't here to support
Lonliness cuts deeper then I ever did
I sit alone now thinking of those words
Could I really be that bad?
I want to hate you all and yet I can't
I dreamed you were here with me
Even in my dreams now I'm getting hurt
You never hurt me with words or actions... how is that?
You won't get close enough to find out and that's what hurts the most
My dream left me hopeless for reality
Even in an unconscious state I'm let down
The day starts off bright and sunny
Reality and dreams settle in my mind and the clouds roll over
Even the sun takes it's warm friendly rays away from me
What ever is left of me I ask someone to bury for me
I refuse to put myself away
You all "love" me and yet you don't know me
If this was a perfect world I'd be laughing and looking into those eyes right now
If this was a perfect world you wouldn't be so scared
Fear is nothing more then an excuse at this point
Your excuses are slowly killing me
So I shall chose you to be the one
Don't you dare cry for me
You didn't have a heart for me while I was breathing
Don't you dare feel anything when I'm gone!
We are brand spankin new to register. We just went thru the reg process after reading your words. We wanted to reply but needed to reg so it took a few mins. Just want you to know we are here for you and you are never ever alone. Life is full of amazing 
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