frostyangel
Bluelighter
Okay, this is an email, but I wanted to share this with you. Please let me know what you think..this is to a guy I had dated before, and got hurt many times, and I kept falling back into the traps of him...and last nite I got drunk, blurted out to much...now i figured.. I would like myself know all those meaningful things I told him..
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Hey,
I promise that I won't apologize or bring Saturday nite up, again after this email.
I'm sitting here, and I can't get the words of you saying
"I will never forget what you said" outta my head.
And I really need to ask you, if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
I so hope that I didn't say something to hurt your feelings in
anyway.....I never was meaning to tell you things, that swirl in my head about you...I know that the things I was saying were not the kinda things you wanted to hear.
I was so glad you came to hang out with us....
There was so many times I just wanted to sit down and tell you that I wanted so bad for you to be a part of my life....
not like as in a girlfriend. But I wanted you to know me....
the me outside of work...I want to show you that I could be
someone you would like to choose to hang around with....
I tried to make situations comfortable...some times I think I tried to hard...
I didn't really tell you how I felt before...but thanks to last nite..you do now know.....good ol Black Haws!
I often wonder what is going on in that head of yours,I want to let you know that when I met you and when we first started talking, I finally new what the saying meant "You make me want to be a better person"
And you know what, you don't have to be anything to be special to someone.
I admit I am physically attracted to you, I wanted to be metally stimulated....I want to say these things "right" to you now....
I love your sweet voice,
you have this unheard sensitivity about you,
your cool, calm, and collective,
and the mystery of not knowing you
attracts me to you even more....
I love you eyes,( oh, those eyes)
and your pearly white smile,
I love the way you touch my
face, and this one way you
looked me in the eyes....
I love the way you smell,
even on your worst day..
I love when you wear your
baseball cap backwards,
and your big hoodie.
I would love to think of a million
ways to make you smile,
Most of all I would love to be needed
by you some day.
Just to tell you everyone talks, and sometimes,
people throw words around so losely. Not caring
that on the recieving end someone is taking down
the notes to never forget..of what they believe
to be some of the best moments...
But these words I say are true.
I know how these words I write to you,
are understandable to me...
Hopefully your not another boy that
only here's bla,bla,bla,bla,bla
bla,bla,bla,bla,bla,bla......
I do hope you will reply to this,
I don't want to wonder, what your
thinking afterwards....
me**
The sweet angel{\0/} waiting at your door.
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[ 13 May 2002: Message edited by: frostyangel ]
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Hey,
I promise that I won't apologize or bring Saturday nite up, again after this email.
I'm sitting here, and I can't get the words of you saying
"I will never forget what you said" outta my head.
And I really need to ask you, if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
I so hope that I didn't say something to hurt your feelings in
anyway.....I never was meaning to tell you things, that swirl in my head about you...I know that the things I was saying were not the kinda things you wanted to hear.
I was so glad you came to hang out with us....
There was so many times I just wanted to sit down and tell you that I wanted so bad for you to be a part of my life....
not like as in a girlfriend. But I wanted you to know me....
the me outside of work...I want to show you that I could be
someone you would like to choose to hang around with....
I tried to make situations comfortable...some times I think I tried to hard...
I didn't really tell you how I felt before...but thanks to last nite..you do now know.....good ol Black Haws!
I often wonder what is going on in that head of yours,I want to let you know that when I met you and when we first started talking, I finally new what the saying meant "You make me want to be a better person"
And you know what, you don't have to be anything to be special to someone.
I admit I am physically attracted to you, I wanted to be metally stimulated....I want to say these things "right" to you now....
I love your sweet voice,
you have this unheard sensitivity about you,
your cool, calm, and collective,
and the mystery of not knowing you
attracts me to you even more....
I love you eyes,( oh, those eyes)
and your pearly white smile,
I love the way you touch my
face, and this one way you
looked me in the eyes....
I love the way you smell,
even on your worst day..
I love when you wear your
baseball cap backwards,
and your big hoodie.
I would love to think of a million
ways to make you smile,
Most of all I would love to be needed
by you some day.
Just to tell you everyone talks, and sometimes,
people throw words around so losely. Not caring
that on the recieving end someone is taking down
the notes to never forget..of what they believe
to be some of the best moments...
But these words I say are true.
I know how these words I write to you,
are understandable to me...
Hopefully your not another boy that
only here's bla,bla,bla,bla,bla
bla,bla,bla,bla,bla,bla......
I do hope you will reply to this,
I don't want to wonder, what your
thinking afterwards....
me**
The sweet angel{\0/} waiting at your door.
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[ 13 May 2002: Message edited by: frostyangel ]
