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Buster Bunny

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Cherub thanks for being a pal! Here are my words...
As I stand here and look down I've never felt so low. As I drink more, to wash the sorrow away, the closer it gets to me. This rock so high from the ground, seems so low.
I can't help but think how fun it'd be to fly if only for only five seconds for I feel so low. I think of the aftermath of my flight but do I care? Five seconds of high compared to a lifetime of low? Somehow it seems to good to be true. Must be. But is it? I'm not sure. Am I brave enough to find out? I've never backed down from a challange in my life and I challange myself now! On this big mountain so high, why do I feel so low? Just imagine the pure bliss of complete and utter freefall. At the bottom I would feel so high, but up here I feel so low. I take another drink and call myself a wuss, cause I'm not sure if I can accept my own challange. So I take another step closer to the edge and still feel so low. I can beat this dare I know I can! Damn on the edge of this cliff why do I feel so low? I look down and I am so high yet so low. I've always said if you settle for contemptness you are stopping short. I am not contempt but have stopped the hunt for contemptness. Shit I feel so low. I just want to beat my dare and fly that's all I want. This flight will make me contempt for the moment and no moments will follow. On this cliff so high why do I feel so damn low? As I stick one foot over the edge I feel so high but I am so damn low. The thought of flight seems even better than beating my silly dare. Shit, I'm so high and low I just don't care. I count to myself 1...2...3. But find out I am braver than I thought because I just can't do it.
I just can't jump! How I miss my best friend
who's final spot sits really far below me. damn I feel so low. I shall never settle for contemptness and I am brave enough to take it on. I guess. For a friend like you I was truely blessed! No my friend I will not stand and cry on your grave for I know now that you are not there. goodbye.
[This message has been edited by Buster Bunny (edited 10 October 2000).]
 
My dear sweet friend, I am so proud of you to finally see these words in post.
We both have been through some pain. Thank you for sharing it with all of us. IT means alot to me !!
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen
 
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