~Hope~Balance~Dealing~

[cherub]

In 24 hours my stress went from 24% in my life
New informatoin put upon me put me about 86% now,
Not good and this is the first 24 hours,,
wait to see what or how or When i will be dealing
with this very unfair road that has taken in mylife,

Anyway can wish me back track 11 yrs.
Might have solved alot more problem
then i ma dealing with now.

I Seriously know what is right now.
I can't think about the past.
Future events I have no clue what is in
for the future, hanging on second by second,
minute by minute to hours moving to
days and months then years ......

I can only deal with the Present at hand in a serene and balanced way accepting what is and what will be.

Grasping at positive beliefs
Alone in the battle,
i need to win this
if i can, on my own

Grievience is not what i need
or the skeptical few
who really are just in denile of this.
I just need me to be okay with it
before i can share it.
It is now personable to me,

Acceptance of what i can not accept,
Parting from my thoughts and goals
to figure this out, can i do this,
could there be a mistake?

Right now it is sinking in and the process and tears drop and my balance is getting lost and my hold on this world is loose.

 

[FixXxer]

the greatest thing about the future... is ANYTHING can happen.

i find alot of people worry to much about what WILL happen. or wish things could HAVE happenED.

The present is what matters, we cant control the past, and the only way we can make the future what it is going to be is dealing with the present time.

Deal with the present. ill help if you need it
oh and btw.. Great work.

 

[E-girl]

Alone in the battle,

dont EVER for a second think you are alone in ANY battle.
i'm here if you need me.