homeless shelterd it up last nite.

yea, so last night nsted of sleepn n my car i went to a shelter,. ive been there before on a xanax blackout, so thistime being sober thru that shit amazes me. oh yes, still sober. shit aint got no $, but have a dream to get $ someday,. shits sucks. ive been thinkkn bout the pursuit of happiness with willsmith, the shit he goes thru. gives me a ll hope, whats really keepin me clean is the thought of havin to take a piss test soon for a damn good job, i kno i got the job, jus waitin on the call. but for now, shits gonna fuckin suck, gonna live homeless fora while, but not gonna let it fuck my stride up. NOPE. im better then that, shit im here at the mc donalds parkin lot usin ther free wifi bcus i kno shits free, n i can sit out n my car. eh other then that shits been good, everyone at the homeless shelter, its a mission so its all about god, and etc.. and thats good n all, i could use some spirtuality, shit suckd tho, slept in a hallway with the lights on, but had one of my remeron sleepin pills so it sorta helpd, but other then that..they wokee everyone up like a quarter till 6am, we ate chickn n rice for breakfast, aint that some shit.. anyways mite end up goin back there tonite, jus a place to go, then hopefully i can start work tommoro and get on with lifes curve balls. since im runnin low on gas im really limited n where i can n cant go. but im still at a quarter tank so a lil ridin gas, nothn good. but better then none.. not sure howlong that will last tho.. :/
my head is held high, n not gonna let this fuckn discourage me to much, ive been down this road before n it sucks, here i am for another day, o and $3 richer then before.. so thats a galon of gas here,.. anyways ill upate later if i can, pce

 

keep that head up, you're doing great with this.

 

Sorry you're going through such a rough time. I guess if you're going to be doing the homeless/living in your car thing, the South is a good place to do it because the nights are warm. In "another life," I took some classes at UAB and lived in the Southside area, so I am familiar with that city. Like you, I did some opiates while there. It seemed like dilaudid and oxy's were all over the place.

Hopefully you get that mining job (at a local coal mine, wasn't it?). My understanding is that the pay and benefits are excellent, so when you start that job, you will have a chance to turn your life around. Good luck to you.

 

Thats cool you lived in southside socko. call me wednesday Ds and we will chill. if you cant get my pone get me on facebook or on here but I gave you the right number through pm.

 

You, sir, are a far better man than I.

Way to stay sober! Best of luck with the job/money situation!

 

great job with staying sober

 

thanks everyone, makes me happy to hear people just are reading my blogs, i can tell u that its all true, hell if i ever meetup with CJ hes gonna laff at the bags of shit in my car. i just posted in my blog about work, and well its hard work, but better then minimum wage shit, but hard work(i said that already). anyways, thanks for the support guys/gals, and ill try to keep yal informd about me.