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to put clearly into words my feelings for you
impossible
to show you how you truly make me feel
i could never
to hide from my life in the form of pills and powders
i have to
im wishing now that i had understood these things before
then maybe i would understand what i was put on this earth for
the bars that stand before you are locking you out of my life
i sit and wonder why you did these things you always said id be your wife
i live everyday as if im still alive inside
what are the rules of love if i knew them i would surely abide
now i have found something else to make happy where people love no matter who you are
all the smiling faces and laughing people looking up at beautiful stars
i drop i fry i dance and get high
i llok around and i see my smiling friends not one of them with a tear in their eye
nothing there is im possible for once in my life i feel im at home
until i am once again in your arms to these parties i will roam
dropping those pills and fantasizing about you being the one massaging me
i have all these thoughts and one conclusion they bring this is TRUE LOVE.... it must be.