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From: Linda Hostelley Save Address - Block Sender
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Subject: Your knowledge
Date: Thu, 10 Aug 2000 11:25:50 -0400
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Hi Pinger,
Last night I heard a report on ectasy for the first time and I was amazed at how popular it had become and what its side effects were. Today I was amazed at the knowledge you have on this drug.
I admire you for caring about the brains of others being effected in a negative way by this drug, but my question to all of you would be why take it when there can be such side effects that you may not know about right now?
Obviously you are a very intelligent person. I even gleaned info. I needed having a chemical unbalance in my body my whole life that has caused depression. ( I am now on zoloft having prayed about what I needed to help me) Depression is a horrible thing to go through ( I had it deeply for 12 years at one time in my life )and I pray that the drug you are playing with and trying to outwit, will not outwit you down the road years later when your life will take a different turn and be in a new season of your life (raising kids, being married, etc.) It is then when you will have to know yourself, be yourself in order to have relationships that are real and not manufactured. I would want to know that someone loved me from their heart and not from a pill and that it would last past a few hours.
I can only tell you that there is no greater love than when you come to know the one who is love...Jesus Christ. Don't get turned off and say, "oh, she's one of those." I did for too many years and it certainly cost me a lot of my life and years of lost happiness as I swirled in a life between the deepest depths of darkness, horror in nightmares, and unable to feel love from anyone. You have no idea pinger how dark,dark can get.
I don't know the journey you have taken in your life to have such a passion to live in a world of bondage to drugs and lead others into it, but you must know that it is time to take a look at the truth of your life and face the demons that you have worked so hard to get away from. You can only do this with Jesus Christ.
For years I looked for a cure for my depression which came on me like a thick black blanket overnight. I spent thousands of dollars trying to find a cure to no avail and I went to the very best doctors you could buy. It wasn't until I got to the point of realizing that nothing was going to work so why not try God. As I searched for Him, I took a few left hand turns until I finally got on the right track. What a difference it made in my life for I was completely healed after finding out the truth about a question I had in my heart that I did not even know it needed to be answered. I needed thyroid medication and dealt a lot with forgiveness from abuse. This set me completely free from the depression. Jesus Christ became real to me for I knew no one else could have given me the answers I had sought so long to find to cure my depression.
A couple of years ago the depression started coming back and I was so scared for I did not want to spiral down into the black abyss again and lose my life again. I began to pray to Jesus for an answer and this is when I found out that my body is going through some woman changes and my serotonin levels were very low. Zoloft has been the answer even though I am on the lowest dose.
Pinger, I am writing all this to say this to you. Don't play around with something that will eventually destroy the intelligent person that you are. Please take the same passion you are using to lead others and yourself down the wrong road and use it for good. Ask Jesus into your heart today. (Just say it outloud)Repent of the things you have done wrong in your life. Receive His forgiveness and become all the you were created to be to bring light into a dark world. As you help others, this pinger is where you will receive your greatest pleasure from. Ask me, I know.
I pray blessings of strength for you to walk this very narrow path that few ever take. Remember this my friend, the path you are on only leads to eternal death and intense suffering forever. Choose today whom you will serve for with Jesus there is eternal life far more wonderful than you ever imagined. Feel free to write me whenever you want.
Much love,
Linda Hostelley
P.O. Box 1763,
Millsboro, DE. 19966
USA
Speaker\Author of, "Touched by His Staff"
1-302-934-9558
From: Linda Hostelley Save Address - Block Sender
To: [email protected], [email protected] Save Address
Subject: Your knowledge
Date: Thu, 10 Aug 2000 11:25:50 -0400
Reply Reply All Forward Delete Previous Next Close
Hi Pinger,
Last night I heard a report on ectasy for the first time and I was amazed at how popular it had become and what its side effects were. Today I was amazed at the knowledge you have on this drug.
I admire you for caring about the brains of others being effected in a negative way by this drug, but my question to all of you would be why take it when there can be such side effects that you may not know about right now?
Obviously you are a very intelligent person. I even gleaned info. I needed having a chemical unbalance in my body my whole life that has caused depression. ( I am now on zoloft having prayed about what I needed to help me) Depression is a horrible thing to go through ( I had it deeply for 12 years at one time in my life )and I pray that the drug you are playing with and trying to outwit, will not outwit you down the road years later when your life will take a different turn and be in a new season of your life (raising kids, being married, etc.) It is then when you will have to know yourself, be yourself in order to have relationships that are real and not manufactured. I would want to know that someone loved me from their heart and not from a pill and that it would last past a few hours.
I can only tell you that there is no greater love than when you come to know the one who is love...Jesus Christ. Don't get turned off and say, "oh, she's one of those." I did for too many years and it certainly cost me a lot of my life and years of lost happiness as I swirled in a life between the deepest depths of darkness, horror in nightmares, and unable to feel love from anyone. You have no idea pinger how dark,dark can get.
I don't know the journey you have taken in your life to have such a passion to live in a world of bondage to drugs and lead others into it, but you must know that it is time to take a look at the truth of your life and face the demons that you have worked so hard to get away from. You can only do this with Jesus Christ.
For years I looked for a cure for my depression which came on me like a thick black blanket overnight. I spent thousands of dollars trying to find a cure to no avail and I went to the very best doctors you could buy. It wasn't until I got to the point of realizing that nothing was going to work so why not try God. As I searched for Him, I took a few left hand turns until I finally got on the right track. What a difference it made in my life for I was completely healed after finding out the truth about a question I had in my heart that I did not even know it needed to be answered. I needed thyroid medication and dealt a lot with forgiveness from abuse. This set me completely free from the depression. Jesus Christ became real to me for I knew no one else could have given me the answers I had sought so long to find to cure my depression.
A couple of years ago the depression started coming back and I was so scared for I did not want to spiral down into the black abyss again and lose my life again. I began to pray to Jesus for an answer and this is when I found out that my body is going through some woman changes and my serotonin levels were very low. Zoloft has been the answer even though I am on the lowest dose.
Pinger, I am writing all this to say this to you. Don't play around with something that will eventually destroy the intelligent person that you are. Please take the same passion you are using to lead others and yourself down the wrong road and use it for good. Ask Jesus into your heart today. (Just say it outloud)Repent of the things you have done wrong in your life. Receive His forgiveness and become all the you were created to be to bring light into a dark world. As you help others, this pinger is where you will receive your greatest pleasure from. Ask me, I know.
I pray blessings of strength for you to walk this very narrow path that few ever take. Remember this my friend, the path you are on only leads to eternal death and intense suffering forever. Choose today whom you will serve for with Jesus there is eternal life far more wonderful than you ever imagined. Feel free to write me whenever you want.
Much love,
Linda Hostelley
P.O. Box 1763,
Millsboro, DE. 19966
USA
Speaker\Author of, "Touched by His Staff"
1-302-934-9558