Heroin holy shit and a question too...speedball scenario

[marcusinnj]

well last night, I just realized, fell out for 1st time ever after speedball.....somehow I didn't realize then, took I till this morning to piece it all together....and its a little scary...don't know how long but it was terribly long..I woke up on ass-and didn't remember how I got there...didn't register at the time...this morning when I taking a shower for work I feel this lump on back of head, trying to remember hitting my head...now it just dawns on me that I must've gone out and thats why was on bathroom floor sitting there...almost feeling paralyzed..the man said it was some crazy good h...and I doesn't have a habit, been just chipping lately...but only 2 small bags...and some blow...scary thought..1st time that ever happened to I....left I little nervous..

THE QUESTION-I had habits plenty of times before-and I seen it asked here many times as well...know its a losing proposition attempting the chip-but I have probation starting in 2 weeks, and will be done again...had many years sober at one point...

I had chipped thru july 1 day week..one week twice...but past week used fri-sun-tues-thurs..his girl away..otherwise never would have happened...feel like I pushing it...but I has couple bags left from last night, and today last day to use them...do you think having used every 48 hours, for 4 uses, that to do last couple today would cause any withdrawal?
if it matters last friday was hours, sunday too...but tues/thurs was 1 shot iv...after 48+ hours...

 

[sekio]

I'm closing this because it's obvious you have neither read the Bluelight User Agreement or the forum rules

It's up to the individual to know how their body responds to the cessation of drugs.