3/7/00
Hollow Soul
By TJ
Ancient, hungry, hollow soul
Bottomless pit, gaping black hole
Cursed by an unholy ancient misdeed
Ladden by hunger
An unholy need
Voracious appetite, insatiable greed
Never to be satisfied
Yet constantly feed
Permanently overcome by deadly desire
Enslaved by dangerous, venoumous, unstoppable fire
Eyes wide open, knowledge of forsight
Feeling such power
Struck dumb like a gobshite
Illusions of pleasure bleeding my soul
Dumb struck amazed
Eyes fixed and glazed
Overcome once again
By the pierce of the needle against my skin
Immense, unseen, destructive, power
Depleting my soul by the hour
Clutching at daggers ripping my flesh
Feeling no pain, perceiving bliss
Cursing the hunger for the needles' kiss
Parts of my soul already dead
Yet clutching the bosom of sharp knives turned red
Knowing my purpose
I'm willingly led
Loving my Mommy
Wanting her fed
My Mommy loves me, comforts me
Protects me from life
And feeling sensations of unwelcome strife
My Mommy, my comfort, my shoulder to cry on
My pillow of love I can always rely on
My Mommy, my goddess, sweet ever loving mistress
She hushed my pain
By bleeding my soul time and again
God I hate pain
How much better to feel
Forever numb, forever dead
I'd rather be bled
Ancient, hungry, hollow soul
Destructive, inanimate, gaping black hole
Cursed by a craving
Aware of a need
Satiation eluding for all eternity
Condemned forever, punished by greed
Driven by hunger to constantly feed
Ancient, hungry, hollow, soul
Your power of destruction a mere perception
There's no real power here, only deception
Perceived as a goddess
A power to heed
Forever condemned by a soul diseased
How did I do it
How did I see
A life giving force
Out of something so empty?
Condemned forever
And ever aware
Eternity passing, feeling despair
Destructive, ancient, hollow soul
Bottomless pit, gaping black hole
Perceived as a goddesss
A power to heed
Forever condemned by a soul diseased
Hollow Soul
By TJ
Ancient, hungry, hollow soul
Bottomless pit, gaping black hole
Cursed by an unholy ancient misdeed
Ladden by hunger
An unholy need
Voracious appetite, insatiable greed
Never to be satisfied
Yet constantly feed
Permanently overcome by deadly desire
Enslaved by dangerous, venoumous, unstoppable fire
Eyes wide open, knowledge of forsight
Feeling such power
Struck dumb like a gobshite
Illusions of pleasure bleeding my soul
Dumb struck amazed
Eyes fixed and glazed
Overcome once again
By the pierce of the needle against my skin
Immense, unseen, destructive, power
Depleting my soul by the hour
Clutching at daggers ripping my flesh
Feeling no pain, perceiving bliss
Cursing the hunger for the needles' kiss
Parts of my soul already dead
Yet clutching the bosom of sharp knives turned red
Knowing my purpose
I'm willingly led
Loving my Mommy
Wanting her fed
My Mommy loves me, comforts me
Protects me from life
And feeling sensations of unwelcome strife
My Mommy, my comfort, my shoulder to cry on
My pillow of love I can always rely on
My Mommy, my goddess, sweet ever loving mistress
She hushed my pain
By bleeding my soul time and again
God I hate pain
How much better to feel
Forever numb, forever dead
I'd rather be bled
Ancient, hungry, hollow soul
Destructive, inanimate, gaping black hole
Cursed by a craving
Aware of a need
Satiation eluding for all eternity
Condemned forever, punished by greed
Driven by hunger to constantly feed
Ancient, hungry, hollow, soul
Your power of destruction a mere perception
There's no real power here, only deception
Perceived as a goddess
A power to heed
Forever condemned by a soul diseased
How did I do it
How did I see
A life giving force
Out of something so empty?
Condemned forever
And ever aware
Eternity passing, feeling despair
Destructive, ancient, hollow soul
Bottomless pit, gaping black hole
Perceived as a goddesss
A power to heed
Forever condemned by a soul diseased
