Your self control, it makes me feel cold
I wonder what principles I have yet to learn
Passing by the years till I set myself free
Free from the place I dont want to be
One by one my I lose those I know
Distance kills, slowly they go
Only a few years, left, I know
But these last few years have a strangling hold
I watch the way you move
And emulate so you approve
No one knows whats in my head
No one treads the way I tread
Alone, it seems Ill always dream
Tired of waiting
Tired of fighting
Tired of wond'ring
For fucking nothing
Sick of lying
Sick of trying
Sick of dying
For fucking nothing
Exhale chemical dust cloud, dreams float about
Feeling the angelhog's dream overcome, and visions
Visions of what is to be done
Can see what needs to be hated
Can see what needs belated
See what could become
See what cant be undone
The monster that chases me in my sleep
Satiated by taking my needs
If it makes me hate
Thats why i hate you
Tired of hating
Tired of dying
Tired of dreaming
Dreaming of nothing
Sick of trying
Sick of whining
Sick of waiting
For fucking nothing
Ive crept inside the souls of others
No one creeps in mine
I know the very hearts of my brothers
But maybe only God will ever know mine
What if I dont want it, what if I dont need it
What if I cant have it because no one will give it
Sensations evolved metamorphicly,
Past cant be undone
Radiated from this shell,
Pathetic, struggle, weakness, hell
Useless energy
Undesired integrity
Unseen ability
Just want to live like everyone else...
LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
Tired of waiting
Tired of fighting
Tired of waiting
For fucking nothing
Sick of lying
Sick of trying
Tired of waiting
For fucking NOTHING...
Cant tell if its anger, or hope that keeps me alive.
I wonder what principles I have yet to learn
Passing by the years till I set myself free
Free from the place I dont want to be
One by one my I lose those I know
Distance kills, slowly they go
Only a few years, left, I know
But these last few years have a strangling hold
I watch the way you move
And emulate so you approve
No one knows whats in my head
No one treads the way I tread
Alone, it seems Ill always dream
Tired of waiting
Tired of fighting
Tired of wond'ring
For fucking nothing
Sick of lying
Sick of trying
Sick of dying
For fucking nothing
Exhale chemical dust cloud, dreams float about
Feeling the angelhog's dream overcome, and visions
Visions of what is to be done
Can see what needs to be hated
Can see what needs belated
See what could become
See what cant be undone
The monster that chases me in my sleep
Satiated by taking my needs
If it makes me hate
Thats why i hate you
Tired of hating
Tired of dying
Tired of dreaming
Dreaming of nothing
Sick of trying
Sick of whining
Sick of waiting
For fucking nothing
Ive crept inside the souls of others
No one creeps in mine
I know the very hearts of my brothers
But maybe only God will ever know mine
What if I dont want it, what if I dont need it
What if I cant have it because no one will give it
Sensations evolved metamorphicly,
Past cant be undone
Radiated from this shell,
Pathetic, struggle, weakness, hell
Useless energy
Undesired integrity
Unseen ability
Just want to live like everyone else...
LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
Tired of waiting
Tired of fighting
Tired of waiting
For fucking nothing
Sick of lying
Sick of trying
Tired of waiting
For fucking NOTHING...
Cant tell if its anger, or hope that keeps me alive.
