frostyangel
Bluelighter
are we just using each other once again,
That is the question that is replaying today,
I remember when we first met, we were
so different then, and even though years
from then, apprences changed so dramatrically
I remember our hippy ways, you were always
high, and me always afraid to die,
And I don't know was it the way I felt the
first time you made my heart melt, you
were so tuff, not giving a care to anything
in this world, do you remember how you
blew me off, after leaving that little paper
with your number, behind my time card.
At that time you were like every other boy.
Talk, talk, and more talk. Always about yourself,
forgetting those little, timing words to show to
someone else's feelings.
You went away then treating me like dirt.
I couldn't understand how you, turned that
soft heart, into a bucket of steal.
Well the years did past,
and I always knew what you
were doing and who you
were "screwing".....
And one night, We crossed each
others paths, and I turned and saw
the expression I had left on your
face, hugging me like nothing
ever went wrong, tell me how
good I looked.....
And my, did you change,
into something I never thought
that you would become...
apologizing for all that
you had said wrong.
Only to know that I was helping
you overcome this void you needed
to pass in your life with my laughter.
And to see you just walk away once
again, telling everyone "how I was
always your number one gurl" even
though other things came along.
But I understood, you brought things
out in me, that I never thought they
would let me show. I do remember
all those phone call, I would sneak
to you in the middle of the night,
and you would listen to these tears fall.
And we lay here,once again in each others
wanting arms, different, and the feelings
inside oh so much the same. It's funny how we
keep falling out onto these same old, tired
gravel paths. I felt the heat of your passion
that you engaged inside of you. Much stronger
than it was before, a fine wine gets better in
time.
I lay here, naked with you beside me,
and I realize you are the only one I ever,
would allow myself to lay this naked
next to.
Oh how incredible your skin felt as we
slept still finding enough strength
to stroke, our fingertips across the smooth
surfaces of our frames. And it's funny how
you still knew how I wanted to feel.
I remember how we got here,
your eyes did that smooth glance
from head to toe, then you grabbed
that peach fuzz on your chin. Grinning
with remembrence. Your words leaving
your lips as we first kiss, "Oh, missed these
lips" all the talk was gone, and the silence
of our embrace was so powerful within
these moments. Smile. Sigh. Touchdown.
The little boy I knew,
became a man over the years,
and he walked out this door,
asking if he can call me,
and I think we have been,
close for years why would that
changed today, and I know that
your bittersweet departure, will
wait, for you to arrive in this queen
size bed again, I felt safe, in your
big arms, but how do I know that
all your talk wasn't sprinkled on me.
And how do I know what you'll tell
our friends we've known for years,
out on that patio. Thank you.
Thank you, for these sweet dreams,
tonite.
A page to turn, in this over read book.
Make sure to come around before the book
is to full.
That is the question that is replaying today,
I remember when we first met, we were
so different then, and even though years
from then, apprences changed so dramatrically
I remember our hippy ways, you were always
high, and me always afraid to die,
And I don't know was it the way I felt the
first time you made my heart melt, you
were so tuff, not giving a care to anything
in this world, do you remember how you
blew me off, after leaving that little paper
with your number, behind my time card.
At that time you were like every other boy.
Talk, talk, and more talk. Always about yourself,
forgetting those little, timing words to show to
someone else's feelings.
You went away then treating me like dirt.
I couldn't understand how you, turned that
soft heart, into a bucket of steal.
Well the years did past,
and I always knew what you
were doing and who you
were "screwing".....
And one night, We crossed each
others paths, and I turned and saw
the expression I had left on your
face, hugging me like nothing
ever went wrong, tell me how
good I looked.....
And my, did you change,
into something I never thought
that you would become...
apologizing for all that
you had said wrong.
Only to know that I was helping
you overcome this void you needed
to pass in your life with my laughter.
And to see you just walk away once
again, telling everyone "how I was
always your number one gurl" even
though other things came along.
But I understood, you brought things
out in me, that I never thought they
would let me show. I do remember
all those phone call, I would sneak
to you in the middle of the night,
and you would listen to these tears fall.
And we lay here,once again in each others
wanting arms, different, and the feelings
inside oh so much the same. It's funny how we
keep falling out onto these same old, tired
gravel paths. I felt the heat of your passion
that you engaged inside of you. Much stronger
than it was before, a fine wine gets better in
time.
I lay here, naked with you beside me,
and I realize you are the only one I ever,
would allow myself to lay this naked
next to.
Oh how incredible your skin felt as we
slept still finding enough strength
to stroke, our fingertips across the smooth
surfaces of our frames. And it's funny how
you still knew how I wanted to feel.
I remember how we got here,
your eyes did that smooth glance
from head to toe, then you grabbed
that peach fuzz on your chin. Grinning
with remembrence. Your words leaving
your lips as we first kiss, "Oh, missed these
lips" all the talk was gone, and the silence
of our embrace was so powerful within
these moments. Smile. Sigh. Touchdown.
The little boy I knew,
became a man over the years,
and he walked out this door,
asking if he can call me,
and I think we have been,
close for years why would that
changed today, and I know that
your bittersweet departure, will
wait, for you to arrive in this queen
size bed again, I felt safe, in your
big arms, but how do I know that
all your talk wasn't sprinkled on me.
And how do I know what you'll tell
our friends we've known for years,
out on that patio. Thank you.
Thank you, for these sweet dreams,
tonite.
A page to turn, in this over read book.
Make sure to come around before the book
is to full.
