I am happy today, super super kawaii happy. It won't pay a billion dollars but I will be able to pay down my credit cards and survive a recession that devastated me financially last year to the point of virtual submission, a statement which probably carries all the wrong connotations when being viewed from the perspective of Jamshyd if he's reading this 
.
But yeah, I got the call this morning and have had a patch on since yesterday (nicotine patch, of course.......
) to numb me to whatever the result of the interview would be for a few days. And sure enough, when I got the call this morning I arched my back and just started smiling and stretching out my whole body like it's the first time I've ever been alive. It seriously feels so good to know that I will survive on my own when I was gradually turning into a dependent with a massive self-medication problem, which would probably turn me into a gigantic sack of shit if I didn't start becoming self-sufficient in a way other than shifting money around from here to there in an attempt to empty water out of a sinking ship.
I just need to put everything into it, starting today even though it's only paperwork that needs to be taken care of right now. Today is the first day in a while where I'm not going to feel bad about enjoying a day full of video games.
.But yeah, I got the call this morning and have had a patch on since yesterday (nicotine patch, of course.......
) to numb me to whatever the result of the interview would be for a few days. And sure enough, when I got the call this morning I arched my back and just started smiling and stretching out my whole body like it's the first time I've ever been alive. It seriously feels so good to know that I will survive on my own when I was gradually turning into a dependent with a massive self-medication problem, which would probably turn me into a gigantic sack of shit if I didn't start becoming self-sufficient in a way other than shifting money around from here to there in an attempt to empty water out of a sinking ship.I just need to put everything into it, starting today even though it's only paperwork that needs to be taken care of right now. Today is the first day in a while where I'm not going to feel bad about enjoying a day full of video games.
