its.euphoric
Bluelighter
I think I've always had pretty high serotonin levels. Ever since I was young I have always been a pretty calm person. Lately I've noticed that I have very little sex drive and would rather just hug and be close with someone but nothing sexual.
I also noticed that I really love touching things. Ok, I know this sounds weird but I was at the home depot and I was touching lots of different things, (carpets, tiles, wood) just because they felt pretty cool, and all of a sudden it felt like I was just extremely happy about everything. Like I had got to a point where touching stuff made me happy? I didn't even know that would happen. Does feeling stuff increase serotonin even more or something?
The thing is everyone is always telling me I have no emotion. I'm either really happy and smiling or just straight faced. I also never really get "turned on". It's also difficult for me to cry. Like... when something is soo sad, in my mind I feel like I want to cry so much, and it just won't come out. It's like, the part that makes me feel true sadness isn't sad or something, so I just don't cry.
Is there something that maybe could lower my serotonin? Or is it just something good that I shouldn't really think about? Like.. idk how to feel about this. Sometimes I'm happy about it and other times I wish I could just cry my heart out.
EDIT: I know high serotonin levels aren't common, but... ok well what I'm just wondering is why I feel the way I feel? if it's nothing to do with serotonin? I've researched a lot but I don't know... I guess I like to just know stuff about myself
I also noticed that I really love touching things. Ok, I know this sounds weird but I was at the home depot and I was touching lots of different things, (carpets, tiles, wood) just because they felt pretty cool, and all of a sudden it felt like I was just extremely happy about everything. Like I had got to a point where touching stuff made me happy? I didn't even know that would happen. Does feeling stuff increase serotonin even more or something?
The thing is everyone is always telling me I have no emotion. I'm either really happy and smiling or just straight faced. I also never really get "turned on". It's also difficult for me to cry. Like... when something is soo sad, in my mind I feel like I want to cry so much, and it just won't come out. It's like, the part that makes me feel true sadness isn't sad or something, so I just don't cry.
Is there something that maybe could lower my serotonin? Or is it just something good that I shouldn't really think about? Like.. idk how to feel about this. Sometimes I'm happy about it and other times I wish I could just cry my heart out.
EDIT: I know high serotonin levels aren't common, but... ok well what I'm just wondering is why I feel the way I feel? if it's nothing to do with serotonin? I've researched a lot but I don't know... I guess I like to just know stuff about myself
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