Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I am violently ill. It is definitely not from the DOC, as I have used doses as high as 20mg and it didn't make me spill my guts almost non stop for an hour. I feel as sick as hell and am really miserable. I was fine about 3 hours ago. I was feeling maybe a little bad when I dosed the 2mg of DOC, but I had no reason to think I was going to get really sick.
I puked so hard that a small blood vessel under the surface of my eye bled. I hope this doesn't last long. I feel like hell right now. I think I am going to use some hydrocodone for comfort. Hopefully I won't puke it up. I think the puking might be over, but I am not sure. I thought that a few minutes ago when I decided to get a drink and I just puked it right up.
I know this isn't from the DOC. I guess it may be a virus. I was feeling a bit unwell before I took the DOC as I said. Perhaps the DOC made it worse, but it certainly isn't the primary cause.
I did just get my batch of poppies as I was typing this message, so at least I got something good today. I am unfortunately not going to be able to use any right now as I'd just vomit them up and waste good drugs. Maybe I'll be feeling better enough later to use some. It's kind of like torture to finally get the poppies and not be able to use them. I've been wanting them so badly.
I puked so hard that a small blood vessel under the surface of my eye bled. I hope this doesn't last long. I feel like hell right now. I think I am going to use some hydrocodone for comfort. Hopefully I won't puke it up. I think the puking might be over, but I am not sure. I thought that a few minutes ago when I decided to get a drink and I just puked it right up.
I know this isn't from the DOC. I guess it may be a virus. I was feeling a bit unwell before I took the DOC as I said. Perhaps the DOC made it worse, but it certainly isn't the primary cause.
I did just get my batch of poppies as I was typing this message, so at least I got something good today. I am unfortunately not going to be able to use any right now as I'd just vomit them up and waste good drugs. Maybe I'll be feeling better enough later to use some. It's kind of like torture to finally get the poppies and not be able to use them. I've been wanting them so badly.
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