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blurrrxx

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heyy bluelighters, I realized I hadn't introduced myself yet so I figured I'd get to it...

I'm 18, female, and live in Kansas City, Kansas as previously stated. I love all the info on here and past threads usually help me a lot while I'm in some dire crisis mode, googling symptoms/questions, so thank you all for that! haha. I mainly use meth and was on a sev a day habit (not proud, it was stupid & i'm still living with the effects it brought), I also love me some oxy or opana or some good brown whenever I can get my hands on it, but I don't use that on a regular basis anymore. I don't like to say I "need" a certain drug but xanax is something that's been helping me get back to "normal", or functioning. I tend to do blasts of d that make me seriously fall off my rocker from already going too hard too fast but for too long in my just 4 years of doing ice. at times I don't think I'll come back to reality but I always do thank god...they've become paranoid schizophrenia type episodes (and I say that with no extra dramatization..I'm young I know) that have brought me close to suicide, so staying off the shit is definitely within my best interest.

anyways, lOl...that's just a brief review of myself. I look forward to being in your guys' community and whatnot..gives me something to do and I always appreciate that.

oh and here's a face to the name, aha
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Blur :) I'm so happy that you decided to post an introduction. I've been looking at your TDS posts and I just want to tell you that I am very impressed by them. For one, your art is AMAZING, I just looked at it in the photo thread. Secondly what a pretty face. Third, I hope that you finally decide to overcome your habit, and Bluelight and The Dark Side is behind you all the way on this :) We're happy to have you on here.
 
thank you both for your warm welcomes! :) aveoturbo, you're too sweet, thank you. I've been wandering around that forum too and it seems like it'd be helpful for me for sure. badfish45, thank you as well, I do have a bit more art - I tend to twack and draw till the page is black ahaha. I have this self-portrait I drew (actually around 6 of them, seems a bit narcissistic but I was the only person available to be drawn at the time lol!) that I might scan in too. :)!
 
Can we see your self portraits? I love art from artists that are up and coming!

Here in Chicago I have been to the Museum of Art a few times and every time I find something new to gawk at. I find paintings, photographic art, sculptures, and the like to be awesome! I love it. If I could, I would live there 8o
 
Welcome to the light blurrrxx!

As the others have mentioned, if you need a hand with anything, feel free to drop me a PM :) It's nice to put a face to the name too %)

~JoshE
 
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