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High Dose LSD trip

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So it's been a while since i've dropped high doses of LSD, and last time, my reaction wasn't the greatest (had a panic attack because i could barely breath and didn't want my aunt and uncle to wake up due to me just moving in and didn't want to get kicked out cuz i felt like i was going to vomit.) And after about an hour and 2 xanax in, i loved it and hit complete ego loss, but for some reason after that, LSD scared me, i used to drop acid all the time, done it over a hundred times, and i've done extremely high doses before i love it, it was my first real "bad" trip, now here's my question. I have 7 high power blotters, and i'm thinking of frying again, and getting my ego destroyed. :) But the question is this, do you think the bad trip was something underlying, or should i just chill on the LSD for a longer time? Last time was in november.

I have hit ego death multiple times, complete ego loss, and i love it, but the last trip i did, the tabs hit in 10 minutes, and after 30 minutes of tripping my body was exploding off into space and i was falling into a void of black and hitting ego death, a little too fast along with my cold that was making it hard to breath so i panicked a little.
I went outside and went away with the stars and everything was better, but im just worried that this might happen again? Or do you think it was just a one time thing?

And another thing that's weirding me out, is i'm NEVER scared or nervous about it, i have an extremely powerful concious/mind and can control my state very nicely, and last time, it went out of control.

Thanks for the help. :)
If you need more explaining let me know.
 
Have you taken mushrooms ?

I recently returned to LSD after a 10 year break, I always loved high doses, and was a little disappointed in the experience this time around, then I tried mushrooms and it was such a deeper and more wholesome and fulfilling experience that it blew lsd out of the water.

Richer visuals, more emotions that were relevant to my current spiritual growth, feelings of unity, connection, bliss, joy.
 
I definetly like mushrooms emotional side a lot more its a lot deeper for me
 
I've done mushrooms multiple times, and i dislike them, i tend to loop extremely bad and have horrible thoughts and can't do them, i tend to do high doses of them too, LSD i do high doses and absolutely love them, i love the ego loss of it, but mushrooms, although i love the ego loss when i finally do enjoy the trip, the first 3 hours are hell to me and it's not worth it, oh another question, if i do a high dose of LSD and i tend to have a hellish trip, will MDMA get me out of a bad trip? Just wondering.
 
I prefer LSD at high doses over low, but past a point i just feel really cracked out the next day from it.... xanax and sleep does wonders though.

Your thoughts in your sober life, whether they are conscious or subconscious tend to manifest themselves into how you perceive reality.

You know those days when you wake up late and then nothing seems to go right, it all just sort of spirals down there. You wake up late, throw on clothes, leave the house and lock the door behind you only to realize that in your rush you forgot your cell phone and keys on the table? This idea goes way beyond tripping, but your perception of things will affect your perception on other things whether you think its relevant or not.

But the idea of fixating on having a good trip doesn't guarantee a good trip. Your focusing on not having a bad trip, and your still thinking about a bad trip. It doesn't really matter what the context is, the idea is still there floating around in your subconscious.

Now if you go into the experience seeking something, Try to focus on learning about yourself and things you can do for yourself that will change your circumstances in a positive manner. Going into a psychedelic experience seeking answers, solutions, inspiration, and emotion is going to serve you much better. While the experience that results from these sorts of ideas might not necessarily result in a good trip or a bad trip, you will probably come out of it feeling better than you went into it.

Hope some of these ideas made sense. Im just trying to get at the idea that your mind will manifest thoughts into reality, when you tear down all the filters of typical everyday reality, these thoughts manifest in powerful ways. Fixating on trying to have a good trip is like fixating on not having a bad trip, your still thinking about a bad trip happening even if you don't see it like that. Go into it seeking answers and you will quite often find that many of them will be answered.

DMT is a great one for this sort of work.
 
Jamaica thank you so much, i lost sight in the true reason i did acid in the first place, high doses anyways, i used to be able to do high doses no problem, then i had huge family problems and went into a high trip thinking oh i want to have a good not bad trip, not thinking what i normally think, oh i want to get something out of this, i want ego death, i want that feeling of zero i want music to capture me and take me away. This time, i will do that, and if for some reason everything goes wrong and i start to have a bad trip, i will do what i do on mushrooms too, i will lay there, and just wait it out, or listen to music till it goes away, but with LSD bad trips aren't bad trips, there, different. with mushrooms, there bad trips, with LSD there, Inspirational experiences.

Thank you so much.
And I love DMT, but it's almost near impossible to get in The area I live in :( San diego sucks haha.
 
But yea, i hope the advice helps.... I have gained a lot from psychedelics.

Taken with the idea of using them as tools, the experience may not be an easy one, but it will be very likely a productive one.
 
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