Hiding/Revealing

[Rollingrrl]

I take everything you say to heart
even though I know I shouldn't
Cause you aren't the one for me
Our connection is our simularities
cause we aren't the same or plan to be
I wanna be myself and you wanna be me
Too compassionate and caring by half
when will I find my soul's heart mate?
Tired of being the almost perfect girl
If you don't know what to do or what to feel
ask me, don't ignore and pretend nothings real
I gave up my vices to meet your needs
And I'm afraid I'm beginning to need you here
That wasn't supposed to be part of the plan
Careless and free I was supposed to be
Now you've seeped into the cracks of me
And I can't shore up the spaces where you
have begun to see all there is to me
Am i everything you thought I would be?
Could I be more than what you see
Are you looking deeper than anyone before
or stepping in the steps of all those denied
because they wouldn't look or couldn't see
that I just want to be loved for me.

 

[cherub]

this just seem to be as though you are pouring your heart out with words,, sometimes facing the facts are harder then it seems,,, i been there with someone,, we still are friends but still facing the reality of we were just not meant to be... you put it better then i ever could have.