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Hi, as others I have been looking at this site for a long time. I feel like I know some of you already that post here.

So I finally posted an answer to a thread, and promised I would introduce myself for doing it, so here I am.


If you can tell by my username... I have a fondness for pills. Well, opiates to be exact. I had a bad meth habit for about 3 years. I kicked that about 5 years ago n my own cold turkey. Yes, I kicked it. only to fall into an opiate addiction. I have an old fondness to weed (i wouldn't admit that to most), have done enough LSD for 2 people half of that all in one night, I love ecstacy (unfortunatley husband doesn't) I love what I do, that is the problem.... I love what I do. With a 6day a week job involving my passion for animals. I find myself making excuses for myself and my "habit". I am a wife, mother to 3 wonderful children, and have a good job. So, I tell myself there is nothing wrong, nobody knows.

I know it is wrong, do I have any plans to stop... NO, is that wrong in itself YES, totally.

So there you go, I promised, and you got it.
 
In the long run your habit will catch up with you but I am glad you were able to kick that meth habit. It doesn't seem too unreasonable to suggest you try to dial it back a bit? I mean try to titrate down to where you can go for a whole week without your pills but at the end of the week you can reward yourself a bit. This will not only be cheaper but you will appreciate the high a bit more.

Its your thing tho. No one can tell you what to do but you. In the spirit of harm reduction I feel I have to say that.

Welcome to the world of BL!

Enjoy!
 
I do try and push going without any, usually after 3 days I get bored. I get a total lack of motivation, and bored. Not so much "sick". I have had a pretty "good" opiate habit for about.... Well since I quit the meth. At times up to 5 30mg roxies, 6(+) norcos, is what is "affordable"
Yes, you are right, when my Norco script runs out.... It gets expensive
 
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Indeed it does. Do you have any hobbies that you can resurrect/start/continue to consume your time when you get bored? I know opies can be the bee's knees and all that, but, you cant let eating pills become a replacement for your boredom aka life. Im not trying to sound harsh. Its just entirely possible for things to go bad quick as you may have noticed with the meth.

Enough of me being preachy. I'll come down off my "high" horse ;)

Just be careful and safe! You sound like you have a really good thing going being married with 3 children :)
 
I've kicked meth before, like yourself, and now I do use opiates - among many other things. Oxy is a hard one for a while when you stop but it can be handled after those first days. Easier than meth. Hyro is even easier obviously. I'd try a few days off, or start cutting down/tapering - I find the latter hard though because if I'm dosing I want my real fucking dose! Not some weak crap which just takes the edge off! Better to go cold turkey and see how you handle it in my book. You might be able to cut down to once a month instead of daily or whatever. Who knows. Some people can and some can't. That's what I'm doing now and it's okay. I've just had a three/four day break. Stay busy in the day and get drunk at night. Have sex. Do other fun things.

Also weed and LSD are mostly harmless - except for the smoke from the bud - and that's only a few puffs. Many people have done stupid amounts of acid and are fine. If you're taking that shit every day I'm surprised you're not insane by now... but if it's just at festivals etc then well... I would say go for it but that's not exactly HR...
 
@Atheus.... OH, GOODNESS NO!!! The LSD, and "E" were unfortunately BK (Before Kids). Well we can't find LSD, and coming down from a good "roll" is too hard working 6 days a week, and getting kids to school on time. So, haven't done "E" in about 5 years. I tell my husband we each need to take a saturday off and "roll" on a friday night (we have "date night" AKA no kids on friday nights they go to my aunts house). My husband doesn't want to, so I guess we don't. Even weed is like a once a month "get enough for the weekend" thing.

It is just the opiates, always. I will add.... I am in my early 30's. I believe the "opiate thing" (well I know the "opiate thing") really started when I was 16. I had surgery on my foot that went pretty bad. The doctor was a friend of my dad. He prescribed lortabs, then called in Percocet for me when my dad called and said I was still screaming in pain. He continued to write refills, as long as I said it hurt. In the hands of a 16yr old, that not only makes you "cool" among friends, but makes for a very young addict. I do know it is my fault for abusing it though, not the doctor.

Also growing up on a "pot farm", and going from Dead show, to Dead show.... well... It is "acceptable" in my family, and nobody believes it is a problem. If you bring up "hey, I think this is becoming an issue" they kinda laugh at you.

Not making up excuses for myself.... Just explaining a little more.
 
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