PushingDaisies
Bluelighter
So I'm a newb, here. I've been a reader for several years and decided I'd finally register. Not 100% on how this all works but I'm trying, lo story of my life ha! So, I currently live in Vermont but am from IL, just south of Chicago. I've been a heroin/ opiate addict for going on 12 years now....fuckin crazy.....I'm 6 days off a 2 year suboxone maintenance. I've shot blues twice in these last 6 days and am currently fighting what I like to call crazy legs aka RLS, I suppose that's why I'm blabbing on some forum at 3am...can't toss n turn anymore it's making me crazy...my hope is to get off all opiates completely, but that's also been the hope of the last 12 yrs. I've had sperts of clean time over the years nothing longer than 3-6 months tho. I'm currently not an everyday user can't afford to be up here, shits so much more pricey than back home, but I suppose that's just as well, I'd probly just end up with an even bigger habit. So the coming off the bupe has been a hell of a process, tried like hell to cut down waaayy low before coming off completely. Stopped at approx .5 mg last two days. Withdrawals didn't seem too bad but then I caught a sinus infection on top and couldn't tell which I was suffering from. Came across the Blues by chance and just said fuck it basically. I've thought about trying the loperamide but kinda scared to take so many of those pills at one time. Ok so that's where I'm at, looking forward to any feedback?
