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Hi,

I am new here. I'm searching for suppot and people who understand without judgment. I deal with pain issues. I feel so alone, and I do live alone. I've had many surgeries in the past in addition to two surgeries since last July, plus a recent car accident that was not my fault, yet I lost my car just the same. I read many posts in the forums here before deciding to post. I absolutely despise the pain I deal with everyday. It all takes its toll on my emotions all the time it seems. None of what I just described would have captured who I was several years ago, not at all. I want my old life back, where I was productive and independent. Thank you for listening. I hope you each are doing well.

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Hi, welcome to Bluelight. I am not quick to judge anybody because nobody knows what it's like to walk in another's shoes.There's a few forums I think you'd enjoy if you checked out, The Dark Side for one. Everyone there is for support and knows what it's like to have issues.

Are you on any treatment for your pain? I wish you a well recovery and hope to see you around more on the site.
 
There is also a pain management megathread in the Other Drugs forum that you might like. Welcome to Bluelight!!
 
Inbox full

There are also ppl willing to accept ur adoptee requests, provided u fuck them around no longer.

Sorry dude, I did write a huge history only to find your inbox full. Particularly difficult when dominant hand/arm is as good as dead.

I'm not sure glighters are allowed multiple PMs, could u pls delete a few msgs?

Sorry for being so rude to you,

Rtp
 
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I just wrote you. The box had private messages in it, and I didn't know there wss a limit.

The last two messages I've received from you, RTP, I could not read. I'm not in any way messing around with your time, nor would I.

I'm in literal hell, pain...situations...people. But even if I wasn't in hell, did you have to take that out on me? I know you hurt, I know what emotions pain cause result in. But I do respect what pain can make you feel.

And just to be clear, I do not waste people time, I am not here to fuck around. I hope this is rectified. I actually just saw this reply from you. I don't know what this post said prior to your edit. I need someone who talks things out, and does not ruin when it gets hard, and I'm not saying that you...I'm hoping that it's not. It's certainly not the impression I got from you when we communicated previously. I will talk out anything you feel we need to through pm.
 
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