High guys...
Although I've been hooked on BL for a couple of months now, this is my first blog entry. Well what do you want me to say? My life is so incredibly up and down at the moment, I can spring from ultimate euphoria to total misery in a matter of seconds.
This is due to my manic depressive mother, who is suffering at the moment - the recent death of her mother (my grandmother) is proving impossible for her to cope with. She has never been any good at dealing with stress or any other sort of emotion, and although I do my best to understand this it can certainly be trying when she takes it all out on me, which she does, every day.
But there you go - my personal life is excellent despite this. I have some special new friends who I absolutely ADORE. And of course, the copious amounts of maryjane I've been consuming have been helping a lot.
So I guess I just wanted to vent everything then, and get a bit of this confusion out of my system - the fact my life is both crashing down around me and also turning into something spectacular as I head into actual adulthood and realising my childhood has now slipped away.
Have a nice day, thanks for bothering with my vent. Oh what wouldn't a girl like me (although there admittedly aren't many) do right now to get her hands on some proper MDMA?
PEACE
Although I've been hooked on BL for a couple of months now, this is my first blog entry. Well what do you want me to say? My life is so incredibly up and down at the moment, I can spring from ultimate euphoria to total misery in a matter of seconds.
This is due to my manic depressive mother, who is suffering at the moment - the recent death of her mother (my grandmother) is proving impossible for her to cope with. She has never been any good at dealing with stress or any other sort of emotion, and although I do my best to understand this it can certainly be trying when she takes it all out on me, which she does, every day.
But there you go - my personal life is excellent despite this. I have some special new friends who I absolutely ADORE. And of course, the copious amounts of maryjane I've been consuming have been helping a lot.
So I guess I just wanted to vent everything then, and get a bit of this confusion out of my system - the fact my life is both crashing down around me and also turning into something spectacular as I head into actual adulthood and realising my childhood has now slipped away.
Have a nice day, thanks for bothering with my vent. Oh what wouldn't a girl like me (although there admittedly aren't many) do right now to get her hands on some proper MDMA?
PEACE
