Hey,
My name is Matt. I am 19.
I've been abusing drugs for some time now to escape my reality, my girlfriend, my job. These last few days though have been really hard, i've been struggling to find a reason or purpose for myself...
After seeing the way that people are caring for one and other on here it has made me want to be a part of that, just knowing that MAYBE I would have the chance to help someone like myself by browsing the forums and answering the questions.
Somehow that makes me happy inside, I haven't felt that in a while.
Thanks Bluelight.
My name is Matt. I am 19.
I've been abusing drugs for some time now to escape my reality, my girlfriend, my job. These last few days though have been really hard, i've been struggling to find a reason or purpose for myself...
After seeing the way that people are caring for one and other on here it has made me want to be a part of that, just knowing that MAYBE I would have the chance to help someone like myself by browsing the forums and answering the questions.
Somehow that makes me happy inside, I haven't felt that in a while.
Thanks Bluelight.

