Hi there, I'm in my early 40s, live in the UK. Got a good job, life is ok apart from I have to maintain myself with strong opiates just to be normal. It's really tiring to have to organise life around it, it's expensive and there's little pleasure.
DHC was my go to for years, stable on that until the pandemic. Gone as hard as H and Oxy but never IV'd anything. My wake up call has been these new pressed M30s from the dark markets, they contain a super potent research chemical called Etonitazepyne. It's said to be 20 times more powerful than fent, and has already killed a few people in the UK. I've been using them, and it's something I wish I hadn't tried. They're bad news - nasty withdrawals from even short term use. More people need to know about what these pills are and how dangerous they can be. There's a few news articles coming online now, but little is known about Etonitazepyne.
So I'm now trying to start a taper plan to get me down onto weaker stuff and then off it altogether. My problem is my work is super busy, I need to function and a week of cold turkey isn't really happening. I can do it though.
I am glad I found bluelight recently and hope I can contribute in some way here

Nobody knows about my secret addiction.
Cheers - Denny