adon-is
Greenlighter

Hi all
I have been using this site for years and thought it was time to sign up when instead of some heroin or cocaine issue came to be- instead to my shock and horror (or shock and awe8() it was the drug Lyrica that made me sign up. I had a WTF question concerning it this morning. Cause wow- wtf was that? I posted the problem at the Lyrica thread.. anyway- I am an an ex heroin addict who even after ten plus years of last shot of dope- I still believe in the beauty of the poppy and all the wonderful ways it makes u feel as if god is alive and well and sitting on your shoulder. However I also know unless you are Keith Richards rich and can afford only the purest of the pure dope you will become a junkie with an ugly life- I used to love love love all barbs ending in AL- tuinAL - playcidAL- seconAL- amazing I lived through my 20-s most of it spent in a walking coma..lots of OD's but still here. On methadone which I hate with a passion yet there is no other option in the US for heroin addicts- and of course became a drug counselor as so many do after getting "clean"- than I lost my empathy for mostly coke heads- got really bored since I know as any addict will - that you aint- not -wont- definitely a waste of time- to try to get an addict sober until they want to. Until than- there is nothing one can do as far getting someone else clean. I have found the wonders again of psychedelics- love mushrooms- am addicted to pot again but Id rather smoke a joint than take a pill these days. I hate big pharma and the days of getting high via pharmaceuticals are OVER. I am shocked at how many people are willing to snort or shoot pills.(tho I did with playcidal and have an ugly mark in the crook of my arm to show for it) I don't know if peep who do that are aware of just how crazy that is- but to each his own.
~peace

