Hi. Lonely in my world, looking for like minded peeps!

[Robs girl]

I don't crave meth but i do miss the sex and my wild crazy boyfriend who liked to dress up and sleep with dudes. A strange spiral I rather enjoyed, he was too far into hearing voices and being abusive. I did love him and still do. I'm forever changed though. I'm happy but nothing excites me. Men, going out, music. Everything is kinda blah, not sad, just even. I'm okay with that, but will my life always be sorta a bad color TV rather than a hi def flatscreen with 3d? It's been almost two years. I quit cold turkey and moved all the way across the country back home. I miss the sex, it's not even worth an effort now. It's weird life is great, but boring. I'm sure I'm not alone in this, but I haven't heard anyone else's perspective since I'm the only one like me I know. In chatty, but not from meth, in case you were questions it. So experiences please?

 

[Smoky]

Hi,
Welcome to the BL!

Congratulations on leaving the meth behind. I'm an x meth user long ago. Yes, you are not alone in life being boring at times. You might be interested in Recovery Support forums. Please feel free to ask me any questions about the site.

Best,
Smoky

 

[Captain.Heroin]

welcome!