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Noahhatesme

Noahhatesme

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Hi, im Noah (he/it/they). Im from Wisconsin, and I will be 15 in june.

Some intressting things about me are that I can play 4 instruments, i used to play roller derby, and I am a full IB student.

I came to bluelight because im a certifide dumbass who got themself addicted to opiates way to fucking early. I started using tramodol at 13 because I had undiagnosed depression and it made me actually feel somthing. I no longer have access to it and swiched to DXM because it is alot more easily exessable. Ive come here to find community, and harm requction so i dont accidentialy die because of my own stupidity.

(Just today i found out, curtosy of another bluelight member, that i could be lituraly killing my brain because i didnt know that DXM is dangerous for people on SSRIs... again... im an absolute dumb fuck.)

Its a pleasure to be here... i mean besides the drug addiction part... and i hope my sarcasm and self deprication can at least humor someone.
 
Noahhatesme said:
Hi, im Noah (he/it/they). Im from Wisconsin, and I will be 15 in june.

Some intressting things about me are that I can play 4 instruments, i used to play roller derby, and I am a full IB student.

I came to bluelight because im a certifide dumbass who got themself addicted to opiates way to fucking early. I started using tramodol at 13 because I had undiagnosed depression and it made me actually feel somthing. I no longer have access to it and swiched to DXM because it is alot more easily exessable. Ive come here to find community, and harm requction so i dont accidentialy die because of my own stupidity.

(Just today i found out, curtosy of another bluelight member, that i could be lituraly killing my brain because i didnt know that DXM is dangerous for people on SSRIs... again... im an absolute dumb fuck.)

Its a pleasure to be here... i mean besides the drug addiction part... and i hope my sarcasm and self deprication can at least humor someone.
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Welcome to Bluelight. I joined when I was 17. I would suggest BDD, OD, & DC. Also, cut out that dumbfuck stuff. You're 15, dude. All 15 year old's are dumb you aren't an exception. :) I look forward to seeing you post on the forum!
 
Noahhatesme said:
Hi, im Noah (he/it/they). Im from Wisconsin, and I will be 15 in june.

Some intressting things about me are that I can play 4 instruments, i used to play roller derby, and I am a full IB student.

I came to bluelight because im a certifide dumbass who got themself addicted to opiates way to fucking early. I started using tramodol at 13 because I had undiagnosed depression and it made me actually feel somthing. I no longer have access to it and swiched to DXM because it is alot more easily exessable. Ive come here to find community, and harm requction so i dont accidentialy die because of my own stupidity.

(Just today i found out, curtosy of another bluelight member, that i could be lituraly killing my brain because i didnt know that DXM is dangerous for people on SSRIs... again... im an absolute dumb fuck.)

Its a pleasure to be here... i mean besides the drug addiction part... and i hope my sarcasm and self deprication can at least humor someone.
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welcome to BL, your avatar looks so much like a recently departed pup, and i cried, man o man i been stuffing it in,think thats an Italian greyhound, but she looked alot like one, anyways hope to see you post around, learn and share
 
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thank you babe, its not right to love a dog that much, but she was more special than any dog ive known and ive known 1000`s of dogs, no BS
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it's pefectly right to do so, anyone who hasn't truly loved an animal(s) has missed out on one of life's great experiences (as we know)

ot welcome young Noah - have you come for ark-building advice?
 
Noahhatesme said:
Hi, im Noah (he/it/they). Im from Wisconsin, and I will be 15 in june.

Some intressting things about me are that I can play 4 instruments, i used to play roller derby, and I am a full IB student.

I came to bluelight because im a certifide dumbass who got themself addicted to opiates way to fucking early. I started using tramodol at 13 because I had undiagnosed depression and it made me actually feel somthing. I no longer have access to it and swiched to DXM because it is alot more easily exessable. Ive come here to find community, and harm requction so i dont accidentialy die because of my own stupidity.

(Just today i found out, curtosy of another bluelight member, that i could be lituraly killing my brain because i didnt know that DXM is dangerous for people on SSRIs... again... im an absolute dumb fuck.)

Its a pleasure to be here... i mean besides the drug addiction part... and i hope my sarcasm and self deprication can at least humor someone.
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Welcome to Bluelight, Noah. 14/almost 15 is a bit young to be starting with drugs, but I know firsthand that struggling with depression in your early teenage years can happen and it fucking sucks. DXM can cause long-term damage from heavy use, especially when mixing it with SSRIs. I would suggest quitting that immediately and trying to at least minimize your drug use for the next few years.

You're in IB and can play 4 instruments, so I'm guessing you're a pretty smart kid. You probably want to keep it that way, and the DXM will not help you there.

If you find that you need to use drugs to cope with depression, try to stick to the safer stuff like occasional low-moderate dose psychedelics use (Which may actually help you deal with the root issues behind your depression instead of just covering it up like DXM or tramadol.) And get any drugs you use (obviously stuff prescribed to you and DXM don't need to be) tested if at all possible. Reagent test kits are much cheaper than a visit to the hospital.

You'll find a lot of valuable harm reduction information here. Just make sure not to focus too much on drugs and make it a big part of your life or personality. A lot of teenagers - particularly those struggling with mental illness (my past self included) - have a tendency to do that that can lead you to some very dark places.
 
Noahhatesme said:
Hi, im Noah (he/it/they). Im from Wisconsin, and I will be 15 in june.

Some intressting things about me are that I can play 4 instruments, i used to play roller derby, and I am a full IB student.

I came to bluelight because im a certifide dumbass who got themself addicted to opiates way to fucking early. I started using tramodol at 13 because I had undiagnosed depression and it made me actually feel somthing. I no longer have access to it and swiched to DXM because it is alot more easily exessable. Ive come here to find community, and harm requction so i dont accidentialy die because of my own stupidity.

(Just today i found out, curtosy of another bluelight member, that i could be lituraly killing my brain because i didnt know that DXM is dangerous for people on SSRIs... again... im an absolute dumb fuck.)

Its a pleasure to be here... i mean besides the drug addiction part... and i hope my sarcasm and self deprication can at least humor someone.
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Welcome man it's great you managed to find Bluelight as I feel it will be very beneficial for you.

I joined Bluelight when I was 16 and the information available here has been a godsend and definitely saved my life at least once.

Looking forward to seeing you around man!
 
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