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hi, im new here, ive been on some sort of drug for 20 years, but gradually winning.

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horsehead007

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Hi, I started using cannabis at 14 (usual stuff) lsd, speed, ecstasy, cocaine, crack then heroin by 21 which is where I stayed. Heroin and crack.
I started off in denial like most people I guess, but it escalated as the years went by until I was selling blow to pay for my habits, I say "selling" I was actually cooking most of it up. Before I went to rehab I was smoking up to half an oz a night and injecting .8 hits of brown 4/5 times a day.
I'm now on bupe, 2mgs a day. I don't crave gear and I don't get any physical effects from the bupe, it just keeps me safe is the way I see it.
It's been a year and now I feel confident without that safety net, so my reduction starts next week. I'm sure I'll be fine, I know where that dark road leads now (after traveling it 100 times I should!) And I want to wake up and not be reliant on something for the first time in years.
Anyway, hope I didn't bore you. Pleased to meet you.
 
HEY! Welcome to BL!!!! I am sorry to hear you have had such a hard start in life but it will get better, I promise. We have a wonderful sub-forum called The Dark Side where there are many people just like you who are in the same boat. I would suggest you head over there, you will find lots of wonderful people you can talk to and help you work thru what you are going thru. You are certainly not alone and if you need anyone to talk to, you can always just shoot me a PM or you can find me on AIM. I am always happy to listen and help you work through whatever struggles you are going through. I am here a lot so do not hesitate. =D

Take care!
 
Meth, X, coke, and crack are normal for a 14-year-old? 8(

May I inquire as to where you live? It sounds fun!

lol. Welcome to bluelight. You're going to love it here just like everyone else before and after you.
 
Welcome! :D

you are definitely in the right place! :) I,too,am a 20+ year veteran of drug use,abuse and addiction. not that it is a good or bad thing-just who I am,ya know??? ;)
aveo said it...TDS(The Dark Side) is a great forum to check out!
and intros are NEVER a bore!!! We love to know a little something about the newest members of the Bl family! =D

If you have any questions,please do not hesitate to PM me or ANY member of staff. We are here to help! :D

Happy Bluelighting!!! ;)

MUCH peace and love.................skillz <3
 
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