Bmistqkens
Greenlighter
Hey, Bluelight! I am new here. I have been wanting to join for a while to share stories to help reduce overdoses and for fun, boredom and new friends. I have extensive experience with most substances. Also, I used to be a certified pharmacy technician. I have a bachelor's degree in psychology with a minor in biology and sociology. I have a medical background and I have done a 6 month internship as the psychologist’s assistant in a drug rehab in their intensive outpatient program. I have been to rehab 4 times. So I have learned what to do, what not to do, and when to take a break from it. I also learned the appropriate time and place for recreational use. You should definitely not do it around your kids, at work, while driving, during a test, doing a dangerous job, or in lab where you must be extremely precise. Also, never around people that it makes uncomfortable. That's just respect. And I repeat, never around kids. They could get hurt and even taken away from you and you could go to jail. It is just not worth it. That's my piece of advice on that.
My favorite substances are: triple c’s because they are cheap, legal, and don't show up in a regular drug screen, I like any kind of pain pill, I like benzos but I am bipolar so they can make me mean sometimes. I don't do those unless I am alone. I used to love Ambien but it started making me blackout and function like normal without remembering an entire day, same with Lyrica. I like alcohol, but I have to drink it in such large quantities to even get a buzz. Then I feel like crap half the time in the next day and I don't want to leave my house. I like cough syrup especially the kind with promethazine or hydrocodone in it. Promethazine is a must for me. Drugs kill my stomach. Weed is ok, but I have do smoke so much to get a buzz that it get expensive and it stinks and it is not legal in my state. Cocaine is a magical drug but it is also the devil. It can bring out the demons if someone pisses you off. I love it too much so I stay away from it out of commonsense and my will to live and not losing my kids. It makes me feel invincible and that is usually not a good thing around other people. It also makes it impossible to get drunk now matter how much I drink. That's very dangerous and increases your chances of getting alcohol poison. Adderall and Vyvanse are 2 of my favorite gems. However the more you take, the least effective they are. It's like chasing the purple dragon. Also they cause severe kidney problems and urinary retention. They make me stay awake for over a week sometimes and it sends me into a psychotic meltdown and makes me severely hallucinate like someone is doing an investigation on me and I can here them saying all the bad things I have done. I usually have to go to the hospital and get several antipsychotic shots, still having trouble sleeping and I get to spend the next week in the psych ward. That is definitely not fun. Baclofen is one to stay away from I took 7 of the 30s around 6pm and they didn't hit me til 7 the next morning and I was sloppy messed up. I almost lost my job and I could barely function and I couldn't understand basic concepts and how to use a keyboard for Skype. It was terrifying. I've not done many hard substances because they are illegal, expensive, more addictive, harder to find, and you can never trust that there isn't something extra in there to kill ya, like carp fentanyl. Crack and meth gross me out. Heroin scares the crap out of me. I'm afraid I will like it too much. So I stay away from it. Besides I don't want to get track marks and ruin my veins. Shrooms were so much fun. I could not stop laughing, however I was drunk and smoking marijuana at the time. But I will have to say, that was the funniest party night of my life. That's pretty much a summary. I left a few things out. But don't overdose. If you have to do the drugs, ask someone that you can trust about the dosage for recreational use. I'm looking forward to meeting me some friends on here. Hit me up if you want to chat or have questions. I will answer to the best of my ability in the face of harm reduction.
My favorite substances are: triple c’s because they are cheap, legal, and don't show up in a regular drug screen, I like any kind of pain pill, I like benzos but I am bipolar so they can make me mean sometimes. I don't do those unless I am alone. I used to love Ambien but it started making me blackout and function like normal without remembering an entire day, same with Lyrica. I like alcohol, but I have to drink it in such large quantities to even get a buzz. Then I feel like crap half the time in the next day and I don't want to leave my house. I like cough syrup especially the kind with promethazine or hydrocodone in it. Promethazine is a must for me. Drugs kill my stomach. Weed is ok, but I have do smoke so much to get a buzz that it get expensive and it stinks and it is not legal in my state. Cocaine is a magical drug but it is also the devil. It can bring out the demons if someone pisses you off. I love it too much so I stay away from it out of commonsense and my will to live and not losing my kids. It makes me feel invincible and that is usually not a good thing around other people. It also makes it impossible to get drunk now matter how much I drink. That's very dangerous and increases your chances of getting alcohol poison. Adderall and Vyvanse are 2 of my favorite gems. However the more you take, the least effective they are. It's like chasing the purple dragon. Also they cause severe kidney problems and urinary retention. They make me stay awake for over a week sometimes and it sends me into a psychotic meltdown and makes me severely hallucinate like someone is doing an investigation on me and I can here them saying all the bad things I have done. I usually have to go to the hospital and get several antipsychotic shots, still having trouble sleeping and I get to spend the next week in the psych ward. That is definitely not fun. Baclofen is one to stay away from I took 7 of the 30s around 6pm and they didn't hit me til 7 the next morning and I was sloppy messed up. I almost lost my job and I could barely function and I couldn't understand basic concepts and how to use a keyboard for Skype. It was terrifying. I've not done many hard substances because they are illegal, expensive, more addictive, harder to find, and you can never trust that there isn't something extra in there to kill ya, like carp fentanyl. Crack and meth gross me out. Heroin scares the crap out of me. I'm afraid I will like it too much. So I stay away from it. Besides I don't want to get track marks and ruin my veins. Shrooms were so much fun. I could not stop laughing, however I was drunk and smoking marijuana at the time. But I will have to say, that was the funniest party night of my life. That's pretty much a summary. I left a few things out. But don't overdose. If you have to do the drugs, ask someone that you can trust about the dosage for recreational use. I'm looking forward to meeting me some friends on here. Hit me up if you want to chat or have questions. I will answer to the best of my ability in the face of harm reduction.
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