Hi, im new and heres my junkie tale

[BupeBandit]

HI im new but using this site for awhile , i was a an IV heroin user for 7 years and never overdosed probably alot thanks to this site and the people on it. i have been clean since june 29th from heroin and on 8.4 mg of Bunavail since. Over the summer i got a dui in the beginning of june and it really made me think, "oh shit im going to die if i dont stop" and stopped dope, and broke my femur skateboarding with in a month. My live in for 2 year gf leaves me in august 40 days after i get clean and 30 days after my leg breaks so i just end up on my moms couch, unable to do shit but think, i was on norcos for a week right after i had surgery on my leg, for obv reasons doc wanted me to take ms contins but i said nah and he gave me a script for 10mg hydros,,,i took 240 in 10 days but i was done after 10 days and back on the subs. not even able to get up to shit by myself for months just thinking, really heart broke about bitch and how badly it ended; lets just say i found out she was lying and doing everything she basically dipped on me for, behind my back. i called her out by hacking her social media like a creep and posting all her personal shit of her partying and what not so her fam could see it, two days later i have cops at my door saying i have a restraining order on me from her lmao. irony of it is she literally STABBED me in 2015 and try to say it was on aciident later and i called the cops on her ass in may 2016 for trying to box me( i live in chicago we crazy) and wanted it on record and shit. i thought i was a great bf in my haze but i was a piece of shit and deserved it all, i never hit her but i stole lied whatever, you know how it is to be a junky in "love" while using. anyways a few weeks later, at the end of august , 2 months after me using h,2 after dui. 1.5 after breaking my femur, and 4 weeks after girl left, i couldnt take just sitting on that couch thinking so i texted her, just for closure, not for getting back or intimidating one bit, and remmeber im still out on bond for a heroin related dui in the chicago land area, everything is expensive legally. well she calls the cops on me, twice once while shes at work in cook county once while shes at home in lake county, so basically i get arrestted by cook county, bond out, case gets dropped she doesnt show to court, get arrested 2 weeks later by lake county just north of chi and bond out again but for 5 times as much, and once again shes a no show at court. this court shit with her went from august 20th- november 11th, but my dui went on from june 2-january 4th when i got put on supervised supervision, which means supervision with an officer unlike probation im not taking a conviction if i complete my 18 months and pay 5 g by july 2018, which is were i stand now. dealing with these motherfuckers is the hardest part of all of this. i was fine before them. i smoked pot for the obvious pain im going to have from a metal rod freshly put in my femur but they dont care, i just saw my po today thank god and they make me come in weekly to drop and a lady comes to my house, i have a 6 oclock to 6 oclock curfew,,, all from a first time dui. honestly if i wasnt on bupe for months now i would just go into jail, but the only sort of medication assited therapy they offer at my local jail is vivtrol and yeah fuck that shit, but no i have to be good and follow through with this because im not trying to detox in jail, and its my 25th charge in my county,, and im 25 years old so yeah,,,,anyways i sit here, anxxious as fuck waiting to see my po all the time(i still have thc in my system, but i should be good in aweek im 6 ft, 145 lbs i get clean quickly ) anyways nice to meet you guys, sorry for the wall of texts but this is my first time telling my recent story, so thanks for reading. and like i said for helping me all these years, my friends are terrified of the amount of chemical knowledge and harm reduction i have mostly from all of you.