BalkanHazemood
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 21, 2011
- Messages
- 8
Dimitar from BULGARIA ®
Hey you souls wat's uppp,Im gonna try to be short but Im a little bit wired right now
My story is not soo long.I was always interested in mind altering substances ...I started with a lot of high grade weed ,but as you can imagine that when i stopped it not on my own will i started to get panic attacs and depressive moods so i decided to get help in a pill form(zoloft) the first two years were great,I was fully functional and my high was great but with time passed i started drinking on social occasion and got the biggest high in my life ....something like methamphetamine combined with the tender of sex and the emphatic quality of mdma...so i exceeded the line between rational and irrational...Alcohol and SSRI in my situation totally fucked me up!When i start to drink while on zoloft i cannot control the cravings for more and i start to drink whatever i can find the next stage is self-destructive behavior rage fear and so on followed by stupor which is totally amnesic .The picture is scary i become a fire breathing dragon which self loath and destruct its own value.So the next stage was to get some help cause the situation in the family was obscene.They added some 50mg solian for the obsessive thoughts and dreaded images of myself.After all that I decided to take a gamble and continued to use weed zoloft solian alkoxol shrooms and i reached to the stage of STIMULANT.They are my bless and my curse ...Im compulsive by nature so speed (in Bulgaria you can find really strong base and nice sulphate) was my weakness i started using a lot I really mean a lot i was in "the TOOL" stage ,this was my general drive to be on speed.The problem i need to discus with someone who had similar experience with this combo-zoloft..,weed,speed,zoloft.I found strength to stop completely alcohol and now I'M polydrughead controlled by ups and downs ... I DONT BLAME THE DRUGS I BLAME MYSELF THEy OPENED SO MANY DOORS TO FREEDOM ,THEY CREATED SO MANY FRIENDSHIPS ...The most dread thing is that from alot of binging and working in office i developed a tuberculosis , Im healthy now but with the help of alot of supplements.Im asking somebody to offer some harm reduction or such ... I LOVE YOU ALL ,WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF THE NEW WORLD.!
Hey you souls wat's uppp,Im gonna try to be short but Im a little bit wired right now
My story is not soo long.I was always interested in mind altering substances ...I started with a lot of high grade weed ,but as you can imagine that when i stopped it not on my own will i started to get panic attacs and depressive moods so i decided to get help in a pill form(zoloft) the first two years were great,I was fully functional and my high was great but with time passed i started drinking on social occasion and got the biggest high in my life ....something like methamphetamine combined with the tender of sex and the emphatic quality of mdma...so i exceeded the line between rational and irrational...Alcohol and SSRI in my situation totally fucked me up!When i start to drink while on zoloft i cannot control the cravings for more and i start to drink whatever i can find the next stage is self-destructive behavior rage fear and so on followed by stupor which is totally amnesic .The picture is scary i become a fire breathing dragon which self loath and destruct its own value.So the next stage was to get some help cause the situation in the family was obscene.They added some 50mg solian for the obsessive thoughts and dreaded images of myself.After all that I decided to take a gamble and continued to use weed zoloft solian alkoxol shrooms and i reached to the stage of STIMULANT.They are my bless and my curse ...Im compulsive by nature so speed (in Bulgaria you can find really strong base and nice sulphate) was my weakness i started using a lot I really mean a lot i was in "the TOOL" stage ,this was my general drive to be on speed.The problem i need to discus with someone who had similar experience with this combo-zoloft..,weed,speed,zoloft.I found strength to stop completely alcohol and now I'M polydrughead controlled by ups and downs ... I DONT BLAME THE DRUGS I BLAME MYSELF THEy OPENED SO MANY DOORS TO FREEDOM ,THEY CREATED SO MANY FRIENDSHIPS ...The most dread thing is that from alot of binging and working in office i developed a tuberculosis , Im healthy now but with the help of alot of supplements.Im asking somebody to offer some harm reduction or such ... I LOVE YOU ALL ,WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF THE NEW WORLD.!
Last edited:
