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Hi guys, I need to unload some shit

I was never really a fan of Bob Forrest, but if you skip to 2:30 in this video, and watch until the end, he has a very simple way of putting how to get better. Like I said I was never a fan of him, but after reading and seeing videos on how crazy he was I can now take him more seriously when it comes to addiction, since he really has been through a lot.
 
I've been doing some work right across the street from a homeless shelter. I was actually talking to one of the dudes there.
But I mean this is where I'm at. I'm living a subhuman existence. I have nothing left to lose, nothing left to give.
Misery. I've tried ,and had sucess, through NA and AA. I just don't have it in me to crawl out of this hole. Soon I will depart.
 
I received an email from the certain girl who I fucked over tremendously. I told her how I was doing, she wanted to see me for a few minutes. While the topic of us was never and will never be discusssed, her wanting to see me in person and talked may have saved my life. Her heart is so big, and while we will never date or see each other again she stayed true to her word when she said that we were friends long before lovers and that she wanted to keep our friendship.
Having that one person who cared is a godsend. I have a glimmer of hope and a reprieve for today.
 
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