Me too although I respect it so much and use it very rarely. Has opened my mind. Helped me spiritualy and taught me so much, makes LSD look like candy.. I'm also uk....
I am currently trying to get off benzos as I have an addiction therefore I'm refraining till I'm clean could be a very long time.
Did u ever meet a strange small dwarf/ small like colourful entity, cartoon like come towards you. CEV.. damn that stuff is beyond a drug it feels when I take it very alien and was meant for us to discover, just my perception ?