inmyownhell
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 23, 2014
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- 9
Hi I'm 25 from oz! Been taking drugs since I was 13. Started with weed. Had a full time addiction by 14/15. Left school because I couldn't go so long without getting stoned. Smoked everyday of my life up until about 8 months ago when I finally kicked that habit. Have used amphetamines and ice socially since about 16, since giving up weed it's much more than social. Tried ecstasy and acid a fair few times. Coke occasionally. Used to use heroin and methadone regularly and now only H now and then. But my downfall is and always has been prescription pills. OxyContin.
codeine, tramadol... Any painkillers , and then of course the benzos. Xanax beings favourite, serapax, Valium, temazapam~ all of them. I don't want to be on drugs but it's the only time I'm happy. I have major depression, severe anxiety and panic attacks, they have me on seroquel. Tried living sober and I was always so angry. I feel so weak that I need drugs to get through life. But it takes me away from reality for a little while and the hell going on in my own head. Any how that's me. Sad isn't it
codeine, tramadol... Any painkillers , and then of course the benzos. Xanax beings favourite, serapax, Valium, temazapam~ all of them. I don't want to be on drugs but it's the only time I'm happy. I have major depression, severe anxiety and panic attacks, they have me on seroquel. Tried living sober and I was always so angry. I feel so weak that I need drugs to get through life. But it takes me away from reality for a little while and the hell going on in my own head. Any how that's me. Sad isn't it
