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Hi all just thought id introduce myself seen as im a noobie here :) please read xx

mikey4588

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hello all,

i am from england 24 yo and live a pretty controlled normal life. whats drawn me to this forum is my 10 year obsessive "push all drugs to the limit while their good" attitude which has eventually led me to where i am now unfortunately.

I have had a good read over various discussions and topics and i do realize im not in half as much shit as some poor peeps out there.

But anyway basically im here for advice from people with more experience than me because i fear i may be on a worser downward spiral than ever before that i may end up loosing control of.

just a breify, its to do with oxy and the like so if anyone wants to have a chat in some other more relevant part of the forum please let me know. im probably having a late one tonight

thx
Mikey x
 
helloo looking forward to spending some time on here and getting some advice aswel as giving all the advice i can where possible =)

you wouldnt happen to have experience with oxys at all by any chance?
xx
 
Moderate experience with oxys. I went through a phase a few years ago, but my drug of choice is heroin. Kind of similar. :P
 
Moderate experience with oxys. I went through a phase a few years ago, but my drug of choice is heroin. Kind of similar. :P

cool lv each to there own. tbh thats the only thing aswel as crystal meth ive never tried and never planning on going there because i know how twatish i am at pushing everything to the max and id end up on the streets within weeks lol how you getting on? x
 
Understandable. You're smart to stay away from heroin (can't really speak on behalf of the meth seeing as I've never done it, ha). It becomes more like a lifestyle in some cases as opposed to just a recreational drug...

I'm good for the most part, having kind of a shit night to be perfectly honest. How are you dear?
 
Very shit indeed love! lol had an amazing night with a good friend las night on some very good madam indeed but when we ran dry we ventured out for some so called "mcat" shouldve known better that it doesnt exist anymore and we just blitzed the lot even tho it was horrid. now im sat here 14 hours later 5 sleepers down neck havent touched sides and just feel anxious as a bastard. if only we'd have stuck to the good stuff last night ey? but u cant win em all i suppose! why the bad night lv? xx
 
Don't you hate that? And you're right, you certainly can't win em all...especially in that kinda game. ;)

14 hours, goddamn, haha. I know what it's like, being so on edge from a night like that. What time is it over there? I'm from Buffalo, NY and it's only 8PM here. And for a variety of reasons unfortunately, been in somewhat of a mood all day. Unproductive day on top of it, haven't done much of anything...regarding drugs as well which is what initiated it I'm sure. I'll probably be looking at a sleepless night myself... :/
 
Welcome to BL! I see you are looking to discuss opiates/oxy. I have been an opiate addict for ~7 yrs now. Just did two rounds of inpatient for heroin and crack addiction. I tend ro relapse, however, on oxy. I'm in the beginning osmf a binge right now. I feel ya man. They suck the life out of you, in time.

Feel free to PM me when able. I'm 27, female... you can call me AJ. ;) Enjoy the forums!!
 
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