Broken_Soul
Bluelighter
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- May 13, 2021
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Hey all, long time lurker I love the site. You guys have a great sense of community!!
I'm a male 36 and from the UK in the middle somewhere
Briefly I was introduced to heroin and crack at the age of 15 and with weeks was hooked on both eventually being kicked out from home, living in squats n shoplifting daily to support my habit. 10 short prison sentences later I finally quit.
In the 17 years I quit I have had an raised a beautiful daughter, had multiple jobs and been a competative bodybuilder. I won a couple of shows and that and the whole steroids in its self's addictive. Then one day I fucked my back up at the gym which led to 3 surgerys and a spinal fusion, I've developed scoliosis (twisted spine) as I waited over 2 years for surgeries and was put on fentanyl patches and oxycodone shortec and longtec, also oramorph and diazepam on request.
Everything was good until my script stopped I then found myself buying gallium an morphine off the streets.
Since then I've again been on the oxycodone. Turns out my years of steroids has fucked my heart up and in February this year I underwent an emergency double heart bypass where I died twice I was in intensive care for 7 days before even been woken up. Again on a cocktail of opiates and benzos.
So here we are today, I'm back to smoking about 0.7 heroin and 0. 3 crack a day I find smoking them BOTH (not together) on the pipe gives me alot better high than foil where most is wasted in there air
So that's me and a bit about me and where iam today. I'm glad to be a member and look forward to getting to know you all.....
Peace!!
I'm a male 36 and from the UK in the middle somewhere
Briefly I was introduced to heroin and crack at the age of 15 and with weeks was hooked on both eventually being kicked out from home, living in squats n shoplifting daily to support my habit. 10 short prison sentences later I finally quit.
In the 17 years I quit I have had an raised a beautiful daughter, had multiple jobs and been a competative bodybuilder. I won a couple of shows and that and the whole steroids in its self's addictive. Then one day I fucked my back up at the gym which led to 3 surgerys and a spinal fusion, I've developed scoliosis (twisted spine) as I waited over 2 years for surgeries and was put on fentanyl patches and oxycodone shortec and longtec, also oramorph and diazepam on request.
Everything was good until my script stopped I then found myself buying gallium an morphine off the streets.
Since then I've again been on the oxycodone. Turns out my years of steroids has fucked my heart up and in February this year I underwent an emergency double heart bypass where I died twice I was in intensive care for 7 days before even been woken up. Again on a cocktail of opiates and benzos.
So here we are today, I'm back to smoking about 0.7 heroin and 0. 3 crack a day I find smoking them BOTH (not together) on the pipe gives me alot better high than foil where most is wasted in there air
So that's me and a bit about me and where iam today. I'm glad to be a member and look forward to getting to know you all.....
Peace!!
