bombard98
Greenlighter
you can call me bombard (or matt i suppose, one names not really a give away, and who cares, my crimes are years aog....) im 27, from ipswich uk, its not a great place, but not as bad as it could be...
iv had depression, suicidal tendencies and insomnia (plus other mental issues) since i was 9 (including 13 months in adolescent psychiatric units), been smoking hash then weed and quite heavy drinking since i was 13, with the odd pills, mdma, mushrooms, lsd and cocaine (i miss cocaine...) as i felt i didnt have anything to live for, so why not hve fun?
then i grew up at 17, stopeed all the drugs, got a job, girl, family (eventually) ect but i was also diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, didnt seem that bad for a while, but it got worse, and as the attacks happend the symptoms got worse, i started using the weed occasionally to help with pain, nausia, muscle tightness and spasms(it has its uses if used correctly). im now on 14(i think) different medications, 2 of which being opiate painkillers
so pretty experienced in most things, nowa days i only use oral morphine, bupranorphine and weed occasionally to help with MS symptoms, and maybe slightly more (enough to know iv had something, not enough to be high so to speak), sucks being grown up lol and the very very rare occasion that calls for a night of cocaine (not good i know, but like i said its like couple times a year...) what can i say "im old enough to know things are stupid, but im young enough to still be stupid..." (quote of me (geek))
due to poor health and excruciating pain, i dont do much "physical/outdoor" stuff, i watch alot ov tv/films n the od "old(ish)skool pc games, random array of music and spending as much time and money on my son as i can
so yea, lifes been pretty shit for me, but it can always be worse i guess, im here for something to read during the early hours and the occasional bit of advice...im honest in my views and experiences....
i probably wont post too much, but i like to read an advise where appropriate, despite this post (most iv ever written!!) im incredably shy, but not as much as i am in person so feel free to message/post me
matt
iv had depression, suicidal tendencies and insomnia (plus other mental issues) since i was 9 (including 13 months in adolescent psychiatric units), been smoking hash then weed and quite heavy drinking since i was 13, with the odd pills, mdma, mushrooms, lsd and cocaine (i miss cocaine...) as i felt i didnt have anything to live for, so why not hve fun?
then i grew up at 17, stopeed all the drugs, got a job, girl, family (eventually) ect but i was also diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, didnt seem that bad for a while, but it got worse, and as the attacks happend the symptoms got worse, i started using the weed occasionally to help with pain, nausia, muscle tightness and spasms(it has its uses if used correctly). im now on 14(i think) different medications, 2 of which being opiate painkillers
so pretty experienced in most things, nowa days i only use oral morphine, bupranorphine and weed occasionally to help with MS symptoms, and maybe slightly more (enough to know iv had something, not enough to be high so to speak), sucks being grown up lol and the very very rare occasion that calls for a night of cocaine (not good i know, but like i said its like couple times a year...) what can i say "im old enough to know things are stupid, but im young enough to still be stupid..." (quote of me (geek))
due to poor health and excruciating pain, i dont do much "physical/outdoor" stuff, i watch alot ov tv/films n the od "old(ish)skool pc games, random array of music and spending as much time and money on my son as i can
so yea, lifes been pretty shit for me, but it can always be worse i guess, im here for something to read during the early hours and the occasional bit of advice...im honest in my views and experiences....
i probably wont post too much, but i like to read an advise where appropriate, despite this post (most iv ever written!!) im incredably shy, but not as much as i am in person so feel free to message/post me
matt
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