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spungirl420

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Hey everyone! My name's Shawna, I'm 22 years old and live in Minnesota! Right now I'm trying to come to terms with my current drug use and am looking for ways to cut down and be safer. It's nice to know that there are places to go and learn about these types of things, especially when you feel all alone. I look forward to making friends and learning new, helpful info.
 
Welcome to Bluelight :) you're not alone anymore, make yourself at home and feel free to share what you know and ask questions.
 
Thank you Thizz_Machine! I'm currently addicted to amphetamines, mostly meth, and would really like to learn how to cut back and be healthier without having to go to treatment.
 
I used to be very reliant on prescription amphetamines, not to an extreme extent but now I haven't touched any in months. I find 4-FA to be one of my new favorite amps.. Its nice :) what all do you regularly use?
 
well for the last few months its been meth about every 2 to 4 days, usually splitting .25 or .5 with someone else. My living situation has changed though, so its not really available to me anymore and I'm finding it difficult not to go out and look for it. So, I've turned to prescription amps like Adderal and Concerta...
 
I used to take lots of adderall (not prescribed) I've had concerta a few times.. I'm looking into various stimulant rc's to find a study aid or just something to help me get thru the day easier in very moderate doses. I don't want to be burning my money on adderall and concerta when I could get cheap rc's... When I first started using adderall I was thinking yes this is exactly what I need, but after months of on and off use the negative side effects started to outweigh the benefits.
 
yeah, thats sort of where im at right now... ive lost about 20 lbs and if i lose anymore i dont think my body is going to look as good as it used to, i dont eat and when i do it doesnt feel very good, if im not spun im in bed, i dont really feel like i want to do anything unless im high... plus im a full time student and classes are about to start again. I'm just looking for alternative and safer ways to it. Its also wrecked a relationship that was super important and now i feel really alone all the time.
 
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