bewhylder
Greenlighter
I suppose it is appropriate to start my posting career at bl here in the intro section. I look forward to being able to post and use some of the features that members get.
I have had a morbid fascination with drugs for most of my life. I have gone through many different stages during my drug-using career. I was once a pot-only user, and thought that I was sooooo smart for not using any other "hard" drugs. Then I decided to use psychedelics like shrooms and lsd, and I was sure that I had the meaning of life figured out.
Then I decided to try morphine "just once" and began down a path of addiction. That worked out great. So great, in fact, that I went on to try oxycontin, hydrocodone, dilaudid, methadone, fentanyl, and anything else under the sun that would tickle my opiate receptors. Now a few years later after my first bump-in with opiates, I'm still working on recovery by taking daily suboxone and going to meetings.
I respect drugs more than ever now. They are wonderful, evil, powerful, horrible, and beautiful at the same time. I am still fascinated, but nowadays I try to couple my interest with a healthy dose of respect.
I have had a morbid fascination with drugs for most of my life. I have gone through many different stages during my drug-using career. I was once a pot-only user, and thought that I was sooooo smart for not using any other "hard" drugs. Then I decided to use psychedelics like shrooms and lsd, and I was sure that I had the meaning of life figured out.
Then I decided to try morphine "just once" and began down a path of addiction. That worked out great. So great, in fact, that I went on to try oxycontin, hydrocodone, dilaudid, methadone, fentanyl, and anything else under the sun that would tickle my opiate receptors. Now a few years later after my first bump-in with opiates, I'm still working on recovery by taking daily suboxone and going to meetings.
I respect drugs more than ever now. They are wonderful, evil, powerful, horrible, and beautiful at the same time. I am still fascinated, but nowadays I try to couple my interest with a healthy dose of respect.
