BlaqMamba
Greenlighter
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- Jan 22, 2020
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never thought i would be here...<sighs> but for what's it's worth.
Hi guys/gurls/insert here,
Been doing my thang for while till the mid 20's i was a raver/dj/dancer so drugs were nothing new- i done most but never interveinius. During that time of their life i would rather trip than nod off only using opiates for the recovery days after festivals and events.. never dreamed i would be facing an epidemic a lil down the road. Very uncharacteristically unlikely of me.. then they met her. .and by her i means HER, sugar brown sometimes dressed in sexy fetty white all rigged up ready to go ya dig. That was 6 years ago. I became a high functioning addict..
Recently just split from a partner, a partner in crime no doubt. Someone who shared in the ritual. After all, it is a ritual, it becomes one. "Finally a break in the cycle" i cried "the chance to revert". Been about time i got back to life, back to living, back to some type of normalcy right? RIGHT! Not that easy heh..binge.. clean for a while...binge...clean rinse and repeat..fucking tough.
So why am I here?? Cuz its 730am and I'm on 2nd day of subs again and Insomnia is a whore.
so close but yet so far. stay blessed.
Hi guys/gurls/insert here,
Been doing my thang for while till the mid 20's i was a raver/dj/dancer so drugs were nothing new- i done most but never interveinius. During that time of their life i would rather trip than nod off only using opiates for the recovery days after festivals and events.. never dreamed i would be facing an epidemic a lil down the road. Very uncharacteristically unlikely of me.. then they met her. .and by her i means HER, sugar brown sometimes dressed in sexy fetty white all rigged up ready to go ya dig. That was 6 years ago. I became a high functioning addict..
Recently just split from a partner, a partner in crime no doubt. Someone who shared in the ritual. After all, it is a ritual, it becomes one. "Finally a break in the cycle" i cried "the chance to revert". Been about time i got back to life, back to living, back to some type of normalcy right? RIGHT! Not that easy heh..binge.. clean for a while...binge...clean rinse and repeat..fucking tough.
So why am I here?? Cuz its 730am and I'm on 2nd day of subs again and Insomnia is a whore.
so close but yet so far. stay blessed.
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