Hey everyone. I'm new to Bluelight. I have actually been to the site many times for research and info, for myself and for others I know. I appreciate how so many contribute valuable and great info of their own accounts and experiences. So I decided to finally join myself.
I'm 30 years old. I work in entertainment business. (Not adult) lol just Incase anyone was wondering, I have a pretty stressful life, travel a lot etc.. and have had anxiety and depression issues on and off my whole life.
I was prescribed Adderall for ADD and off label for postpartum depression after getting off the most horrible drug "Effexor" which almost ruined my life for 2 years. I couldn't quit cold turkey because the withdrawal effects were so horrible. If I missed a dose by a few hours the brain zaps would take over. I went to three different doctors they didn't believe me.
I had to figure it out on my own so I did.
I opened up every capsule and subtracted a few granules each day until I completely weaned off without any side effects. The side effects were so bad when I missed a does that I literally thought my brain was being tasered every 30 seconds, the only thing that helped was or soothed it at all was the running water from the shower head beating on my head for hours at a time. During that time I started taking Klonopin to help. But once I was fully clean and clear of the Effexor I quit everything all together. I stuck with the Adderall for a bit to wake my butt up from being so worn out all the time and not being able to get out of bed from the hell I endured getting off that crap!
Fast forward 7 years...
I am prescribed 2mg Klonopin, I split them in half to help with anxiety or to help me fall assleep. I have issues with insomnia and allowing my self to fall asleep because my head is constantly going a million miles an hour.
I was taking Zanax 2mg bars but I would split them in quarters during the day if needed. And would maybe take half at night to help me sleep. Especially if I take Adderall on certain days.
I dont take take all these everyday, but I do rely on them when I need them.
Yeah, so that's long story short, thought I should share a bit instead of just saying "Hi"
I'm 30 years old. I work in entertainment business. (Not adult) lol just Incase anyone was wondering, I have a pretty stressful life, travel a lot etc.. and have had anxiety and depression issues on and off my whole life.
I was prescribed Adderall for ADD and off label for postpartum depression after getting off the most horrible drug "Effexor" which almost ruined my life for 2 years. I couldn't quit cold turkey because the withdrawal effects were so horrible. If I missed a dose by a few hours the brain zaps would take over. I went to three different doctors they didn't believe me.
I had to figure it out on my own so I did.
I opened up every capsule and subtracted a few granules each day until I completely weaned off without any side effects. The side effects were so bad when I missed a does that I literally thought my brain was being tasered every 30 seconds, the only thing that helped was or soothed it at all was the running water from the shower head beating on my head for hours at a time. During that time I started taking Klonopin to help. But once I was fully clean and clear of the Effexor I quit everything all together. I stuck with the Adderall for a bit to wake my butt up from being so worn out all the time and not being able to get out of bed from the hell I endured getting off that crap!
Fast forward 7 years...
I am prescribed 2mg Klonopin, I split them in half to help with anxiety or to help me fall assleep. I have issues with insomnia and allowing my self to fall asleep because my head is constantly going a million miles an hour.
I was taking Zanax 2mg bars but I would split them in quarters during the day if needed. And would maybe take half at night to help me sleep. Especially if I take Adderall on certain days.
I dont take take all these everyday, but I do rely on them when I need them.
Yeah, so that's long story short, thought I should share a bit instead of just saying "Hi"
