Hey everyone! Finally decided to register for an account after about three hours of browsing through and reading posts. I've used this site many times in the past to read up on a an IV miss, reactions, and all that jazz. I'm extremely ick to admit that I'm an on-again-off-again drug addict. After all, recovery isn't a destinstion, it's a road...right? I have a fairly unique story. Never touched anything--including weed, until I was 18. Boy, was that a start. Smoked a joint when I was 18--and 6 months later I was IV'ing meth and heroin.
Long story short; ex boyfriend moved us in with his "dude" and shit, it was in my face all day. But; an adult makes adult choices! Been in rehab once. Up to date; I'm somewhat of a strange specimen. I believe Recovery is simply what you make it. Whether it be clean 100% or controlling it. I personally believe that I have my habit under control; but if I ever want more--I'll need to clean up. That being said--I do "play with needles" with all my highs. (Not sure how else to say it. Definitely discourage needle use, though.) I am mostly all about speed. Meth, addy, dext...I'm good friends with 'em, dunno how well they like me. I have to eat and keep myself up. That's 'cause my job.
I work with my boyfriend; I'm his intern and an "apprentice" at a farm. We grow food for every local restaurant in the area...and thats our only purpose...as of now. My internship is through a drug recovery center. Partnered; we're hoping to create an in-patient recovery clinic that revolves around a farm. Until then; I simply do my best to help others. Currently working to start up a needle exchange program! (Closest one is 350 miles away. Inefficient.) Pretty much got it!
Got hooked on suboxone recently; was sick of being dope sick. Since; for whatever reason, go doesn't "go" while sick. oh, and no, I'm not really a hypocrite. I never tell people I'm not a current addict. I do what I do in memory of my friend that lost his life to heroin. Dedicated everything I do from here on out to him, actually! (Also--why I can't do heroin. I have kind of mental breakdown every time I even see it.)
Long story short; ex boyfriend moved us in with his "dude" and shit, it was in my face all day. But; an adult makes adult choices! Been in rehab once. Up to date; I'm somewhat of a strange specimen. I believe Recovery is simply what you make it. Whether it be clean 100% or controlling it. I personally believe that I have my habit under control; but if I ever want more--I'll need to clean up. That being said--I do "play with needles" with all my highs. (Not sure how else to say it. Definitely discourage needle use, though.) I am mostly all about speed. Meth, addy, dext...I'm good friends with 'em, dunno how well they like me. I have to eat and keep myself up. That's 'cause my job.
I work with my boyfriend; I'm his intern and an "apprentice" at a farm. We grow food for every local restaurant in the area...and thats our only purpose...as of now. My internship is through a drug recovery center. Partnered; we're hoping to create an in-patient recovery clinic that revolves around a farm. Until then; I simply do my best to help others. Currently working to start up a needle exchange program! (Closest one is 350 miles away. Inefficient.) Pretty much got it!
Got hooked on suboxone recently; was sick of being dope sick. Since; for whatever reason, go doesn't "go" while sick. oh, and no, I'm not really a hypocrite. I never tell people I'm not a current addict. I do what I do in memory of my friend that lost his life to heroin. Dedicated everything I do from here on out to him, actually! (Also--why I can't do heroin. I have kind of mental breakdown every time I even see it.)
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