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Hey from a junkie in socal

Jdizzle760

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What's up all. I'm an equal opportunity drug user with a sweet spot for the brown. Was sober from Aug 2013 to Jan 2017 (Exept weed and booze) and have yet again fallen face first into opiates due to oxys for cancer and shitty decision making. Been lurking here for years but decided to post as I am going through WD awaiting replacement therapy.

Been using since a very young age and have been through recovery a couple times.

Currently am trying to induce WD so my 4pm appt. will be successful tomorrow. Just wanted to let y'all know a little about me.
 
Hey Swerlz and Bptubbs. Thanks for the welcome. How long you both been in recovery?
 
Honestly, on and off for the past few years. I'll get close to a year or so and then fall off, use once and have to restart the clock.. Sucks but I'm learning from my mistakes
 
Congrats Bptubbs. You can do it bro just don't shit on yourself if you fuck up, we are only human.
 
I feel that Swerlz, I used my cancer as an excuse to move from Oxy to Heroin lmfao. A junkies way of thinking right?! You got it tho as long as you learn from the missteps.
 
Lol bptubbs I got off meth in 2013 so I feel you. I still dream about the cough.... and that's 4 years and some change later...
 
I relapsed the friday before christmas.. One shot and insta-OD.. t'was hella fire dope(not fent, but actual rone) .. Woke up and couldn't remember a fuckin thing.. 10 years of shoot dope and that's the first time I've OD'd.. Yeah, I'm not going through that again... fuck that
 
Hey from a week clean junkie in the middle of bum fuck no where so I can get clean. You got this.
 
Damn Swerlz! I wouldn't either bro. Fuck man I OD'd once at 16 off 300mg grey ghost shot, years and years ago, hoping not to show my age lmao. It's scary shit. You go through the puking and convulsing? I joined the Army a year later hahaha
 
Thank you Mrs. Boo Boo. And congrats on the week! Your post actually points out one of my main problems... I have to do this at home, with the sober, angry, non-understanding wife and 3 kids in order to keep the house. It's gonna be rough but can't be worse then Iraq so I'm staying positive

It's only been 12 hours though so we will see.......
 
Nope.. I came too and was like WTF?! Was Narcan'd a few times.. Ambulance showed up and took me to the hospital for a couple hours to watch me, I was ok. Puked a couple times when I got there.. Super hot nurse gave me a sandwich and something to drink and hung out with me while I watched TV
 
I don’t know how to tag yet in this forum but jdizzle760 it is flu season so you’ve got that. I always eat a bunch of Kratom when I’m W/d and it helps a ton. I OD’d right before I left Austin. And I realized after that none of the people I was with I can trust, thankful someone had Narcan though. Just act like you’re doing it to save the world from all the bullshit!!!
 
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