Hey everyone! My name as of right now (until I get to know the forum and the members better) is Animoe, I guess I joined quite a while ago and posted once or twice, but I completely forgot about that and only found out when I tried to use my same user name and email address ( at first I was thinkin "who the hell is using my user name and email??). Anyway, I've been referring to this site for 90% of all the questions I had and things I wasn't sure about, like wondering if mixing certain things would kill me, harm reduction, and just basic info on how to do/use certain things. Due to all the times I've visited this site looking for answers I've realized that there are some extremely smart and experienced people on this site, along with being mature with answers (most the time 
) which in my experience is extremely rare in forums.
Anyway, now that I'm done kissing ass, I guess I should let you guys know a little about me..
I live in SLC, Utah (don't even start with the Utah stereotypes
), I am 23 years old, turning 24 on August 3rd , some of my interests are God and faith, botany, culinary arts, pharmacology (I know my drugs, from prescriptions to illicit substances to natural herbs, plants, etc.. basically anything that affects people physiologically and psychologically) phlebotomy, and you'll probably make fun of me for this one, but my whole life I've been a firm believer and practitioner of psychokinesis/anything to do with psychic abilities/and the human mind. I'm extremely spiritual, I'm a very nice and forgiving person, I love making people happy/smile/laugh all that stuff, it's a high for me in it's own..
It bothers me and I really really really hate talking myself up or acting/seeming vain, but I've been freehand glowsticking and dancing (styles like liquid, tutting, waving, gliding, flowing.. basically illusion type dancing) for more than a decade now, again, I do not like talking highly about myself, but I can glowstick and dance like it's no one's business %), but I was never a raver kid, I actually hate MDMA, I hate the way it makes me act, when I would do it, the whole next week my only thoughts were "WHHYYYYY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT??!".
I love hiphop. When I say I love hiphop I'm not talking about lil wayne, 50 cent, dre, or any of that radio rap shit. I only listen to good music, (i.e. Wu-Tang Clan and every member of the group, mobb deep, gang starr, evidence, dilated peoples, weerd science, atmosphere, mos def, del tha funky homosapien, hieroglyphics, cunninlynguists, planet asia, bone thugs-n-harmony, the roots, dead prez, redman and method man, handsome boy modeling school, smif n wessun, tupac, geto boys, styles of beyond, biggie, dyme def, brother ali, fats... I could go on for dayyyzzz)
Anyway, I don't want to really get into specifics of what I've been doin for the past 5 years, but it's drug related, it pretty much ruined my life and took everything I had, I've been trying to fix that situation for 3 years, and I've finally beat it just 3-4 weeks ago and have been doing and feeling better this past few weeks than I have in 5 years and I'm never going back. It's nice NOT waking up ungodly sick every morning and having to chase something to make me better, all day, every day, praying to God that I don't get caught and arrested or even worse end up six feet under. I had to make a lot of sacrifices to get my life in order though, like best friends, substances, places I couldn't go anymore, but it was all worth it.
I'm starting to live my life like I should be, like an adult, being mature and having to deny temptations, stop fighting, stop stealing, stop lying.. I'm in the process of trying to repent for all the things I've done while I was living my life like a hooligan, to the people I hurt (which is many) and to God.
My rebellious life started at 15 (when I was STRAIGHT EDGE(XXXTOUGHXXXSTRAIGHTEDGEHARDCOREXXXDRUGFREEHARDCOREXXXX) < that was a joke by the way, but I really was straight edge of all things![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
(that one you can make fun of me for and give me all the shit you want hah, I'll be the first to admit that I was a complete dumb ass.))
I'm in a crew called the LCE (Lawrence Circle Elite) and we hold shit down! They are and always will be my family, I have their backs, and they have mine, no matter what, no matter the situation, we stick together. (No, none of us are straight edge)
Anyway, I'm sure this is probably way too long and you're probably pretty annoyed at this point if you've read this and made it this far.
So, that's pretty much me.. If you have any questions you want to ask just PM me or reply to this post, and you can ask whatever you want, I'm not easily offended and I'm extremely honest.
One more thing, if I ever post anything on this site/forum/whatever that offends any of you in any way, I'm sorry, and I don't mean to. So please, try to forgive and forget if I end up pissing you off somehow (which I'll never intentionally do. EVER.)
And that's the story of Animoe
) which in my experience is extremely rare in forums. Anyway, now that I'm done kissing ass, I guess I should let you guys know a little about me..
I live in SLC, Utah (don't even start with the Utah stereotypes
), I am 23 years old, turning 24 on August 3rd , some of my interests are God and faith, botany, culinary arts, pharmacology (I know my drugs, from prescriptions to illicit substances to natural herbs, plants, etc.. basically anything that affects people physiologically and psychologically) phlebotomy, and you'll probably make fun of me for this one, but my whole life I've been a firm believer and practitioner of psychokinesis/anything to do with psychic abilities/and the human mind. I'm extremely spiritual, I'm a very nice and forgiving person, I love making people happy/smile/laugh all that stuff, it's a high for me in it's own.. It bothers me and I really really really hate talking myself up or acting/seeming vain, but I've been freehand glowsticking and dancing (styles like liquid, tutting, waving, gliding, flowing.. basically illusion type dancing) for more than a decade now, again, I do not like talking highly about myself, but I can glowstick and dance like it's no one's business %), but I was never a raver kid, I actually hate MDMA, I hate the way it makes me act, when I would do it, the whole next week my only thoughts were "WHHYYYYY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT??!".
I love hiphop. When I say I love hiphop I'm not talking about lil wayne, 50 cent, dre, or any of that radio rap shit. I only listen to good music, (i.e. Wu-Tang Clan and every member of the group, mobb deep, gang starr, evidence, dilated peoples, weerd science, atmosphere, mos def, del tha funky homosapien, hieroglyphics, cunninlynguists, planet asia, bone thugs-n-harmony, the roots, dead prez, redman and method man, handsome boy modeling school, smif n wessun, tupac, geto boys, styles of beyond, biggie, dyme def, brother ali, fats... I could go on for dayyyzzz)
Anyway, I don't want to really get into specifics of what I've been doin for the past 5 years, but it's drug related, it pretty much ruined my life and took everything I had, I've been trying to fix that situation for 3 years, and I've finally beat it just 3-4 weeks ago and have been doing and feeling better this past few weeks than I have in 5 years and I'm never going back. It's nice NOT waking up ungodly sick every morning and having to chase something to make me better, all day, every day, praying to God that I don't get caught and arrested or even worse end up six feet under. I had to make a lot of sacrifices to get my life in order though, like best friends, substances, places I couldn't go anymore, but it was all worth it.
I'm starting to live my life like I should be, like an adult, being mature and having to deny temptations, stop fighting, stop stealing, stop lying.. I'm in the process of trying to repent for all the things I've done while I was living my life like a hooligan, to the people I hurt (which is many) and to God.
My rebellious life started at 15 (when I was STRAIGHT EDGE(XXXTOUGHXXXSTRAIGHTEDGEHARDCOREXXXDRUGFREEHARDCOREXXXX) < that was a joke by the way, but I really was straight edge of all things
(that one you can make fun of me for and give me all the shit you want hah, I'll be the first to admit that I was a complete dumb ass.))I'm in a crew called the LCE (Lawrence Circle Elite) and we hold shit down! They are and always will be my family, I have their backs, and they have mine, no matter what, no matter the situation, we stick together. (No, none of us are straight edge)
Anyway, I'm sure this is probably way too long and you're probably pretty annoyed at this point if you've read this and made it this far.
So, that's pretty much me.. If you have any questions you want to ask just PM me or reply to this post, and you can ask whatever you want, I'm not easily offended and I'm extremely honest.
One more thing, if I ever post anything on this site/forum/whatever that offends any of you in any way, I'm sorry, and I don't mean to. So please, try to forgive and forget if I end up pissing you off somehow (which I'll never intentionally do. EVER.)
And that's the story of Animoe
