Hey guys, this is my first post in the new member section. I posted before asking if there were any successful occasional heroin users, 8) yeah of course. I've been a drug user since 16 with marijuana, shrooms fairly light stuff. Got in touch with some friends who knew where to get heroin. Took the red pill and found out how deep the rabbit hole was. The good news is that i've been sober for about 5 months now after using heroin for two years. I got everything together so far, I went to the doctor and im on a 40mg dose of Strattera.
My real issue is depression though, I get extremely bad fits of depression and it's debilitating. This was before and after my use of Heroin. I've used Heroin for alot of different reasons, but a big reason for me was self-medicating. This is killing me I feel like half a person, my life is honestly 5x better then what my head makes it to be. My parents could have thrown me on my ass and into the fire, but there giving me a second shot and I want to get my life together for myself and to make them proud. I just cant seem to move past these ****ing pits though, and it drains my motivation to do anything! This is really the first time i've taken a MAOI and if anyone has experience that they can share that would be great. I'm honestly willing to try anything, I know I have more potential then this, and i'm tired of this rain-cloud constantly over my head. 
