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Crazyguineapig

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I'm a 30 something mom of 4. I use meth almost daily. I know not good but it helps me get everything that's my job actually done. It started when the state took my kids they said my house was too messy. Looking back now it was. Series of events met someone cried about losing my kids but lack of energy made me sleep all day. She gave me the magic cure. I do sleep nightly even if it's only 2/3 hours I also eat twice a day. I recognize my irritability when I'm coming down so save the comedown for around 10ish so I won't be bitchy to kiddos. I found this site last year and finally registered because I think I ate too much and wanted to ask. So we'll see if anyone can help there.
Anyway just wanted to say hi. I think I'll go reorganize the pantry now lol.
 
Hey Crazyguineapig,

Thanks for popping in, and have fun in the pantry :)

Sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now. I understand that meth has it's alluring qualities, as it's my DOC. Here's the thing: I don't expect to be using when i'm in my 80's, so might as well quit now while my dopamine receptors are healthy enough, and before I get all the long term body damage. My goal is to be as happy sober as I am when i'm high, and it's not out of the question. It takes more effort, more thinking and more accountability, but is largely the road I want to take.

I always look at one of my past relationships and think, man, she was so happy, full of life, etc. and didn't do a drug in the world. I wish it was that easy for me, but if anything all my years of substance abuse have just shown me that I haven't gained anything on life yet. I was just maintaining normalcy throughout school and work but never went above and beyond.

Regardless of your intentions, you are in a safe place to both ask for questions without being judged, and to vent, or teach others about how to use drugs in a safe way. We also have recovery forums that I could direct you to if you are looking for that sort of thing.

But yeah in regards to eating too much, (during a drug session?) best to check out Basic Drug Discussion and ask away over there. I would hope the solution to your food issue is a straight forward one.

All the best Crazyguineapig,
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Ah, alright.

Yeah I've ate too much before - as long as you don't start shaking and sweating profusely I wouldn't worry. How long ago did you eat it?
 
I am okay not stop worried now it's been about 1.5 hours. I'm a little shaky kinda like when you drink too much coffee. Heart rate is up but not even as high as it had been say back when.
 
Yeah you'll survive. On your way down. May want to eat something just to slow it down even more.

When I ate too much I couldn't even walk my legs were so shaky. I had close to a gram of straight garbage meth.
 
Wow. Where a back when I 1st tried this I think I was 19 I could not eat for the life of me it would make me sick and now I find that I eat at least twice everyday and I sleep every night because if I don't it makes me feel shitty
 
Yeah, take care of yourself.

I'm glad you joined - maybe we all can help each other to find better ways of living :)

I'd be a hypocrite in telling you not to use, but I can strongly suggest that we both at least humor the idea.

Anyway, carry on, i'm sure there's something next in line to be cleaned :)
 
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